My Christmas List Im sure my wishes are truly different from yours. I have read all of the stories posted on facebook about how you have been involved in the holiday rush in the malls! How you feel accomplished because you picked up that final gift! How you have made plans to host the Christmas celebration at your house! How you have stood in long lines to get that bag or pair of shoes that you just had to have! The countless dollars that have been spent to make Christmas the most magical event ever! I still havent shared my wish list with you... I am always wide awake in the middle of the night because I suffer from insomnia so I am placing Restful Sleep on my list of wishes. I spend all day fighting to ignore the horrible pains I have in my side and my back so I wish for Pain-Free Days. Thats not the only things on my list. I wish that I could spend more than two days straight Without Being Dizzy. I wish that I could receive the Gift of Normalcy for a while. I wish I was able to Stop Thinking So Hard, trying to figure out whats going on with my health. I wish my chemically forced Hormonal Imbalance Wouldnt Cause Me To Suffer from terrible hot flashes and depressive mood swings. I wish I Didnt Have To Deal With Phantom Pains. I often have severe breast pain near my incisions where the mastectomy took place. I wish I had Feeling In Areas of My Chest because even after a year, I am still healing and extremely numb in certain spots. I wish I had More Strength to be able to move around longer so I can tend to things like taking care of my weight by being more active. I wish I had More Control Over My Emotions because the mere thought of what I face everyday makes me want to breakdown and cry at times. I wish that My Life Improves and My Relationship With God Strengthens Even More! Im sharing my wish list with you because I am in no position to want anything material. I have to work on my needs and the wants might come and if they never show up, I am alright with that because I am blessed to still be here! I used to live for this holiday! I couldnt wait to go shopping just to give and receive gifts because it was exciting and fun! Now my wish list has become full of prayerful hope to help preserve my quality of life. That is Priceless. No one can buy this for me. Jesus already paid for it! Thats why His birthday, Christmas means so much more to me! I will be thinking of you with joy in my heart as you open gifts with your loved ones! I would be excited just to receive one item on my wish list! I have suffered through the entire year of 2014 with maybe an exception of about 45 days feeling close to normal. I know in my heart God has something Greater for Me! I would love to receive it as my Christmas gift but if He isnt ready to present it to me..... I will wait. I will remain in Faith. I pray you get everything you wish and hope for this Holiday Season! Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! God Bless All of You! I am Spreading The Love to My Universal Family One Hug at a Time!
Posted on: Thu, 25 Dec 2014 00:28:25 +0000
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