My Dearest Beautiful Angel. It is 8:45pm. And Today was a very hard day going to pick up your angel when u should have been here to do it. Shaunna and I took her shopping with her bday money. On way home Brooklynn asked to stop off at the site to see the globe. We stopped she kissed u good bye after talking to u. And said Ill b back later mommy to see the globe at night. Well my pretty we did go back to the site. The globe was very pretty. She also bought some solar lights to put on. She put her hands on the globe and said meme and poppy put your hands on here and feel mommies energy. Gioja and Brook put the lights in. Brooklynn said mommy I feel your energy and your telling me u love me and miss me. But u are also telling me I spend to much money today. I love u mommy. We took the girls to jollies to get ice cream. Then home. I know u know how Im hurting and how a part of me is missing. Bc u are watching me and pulling me together everytime I have a break down. I start to cry so bad that I feel u telling me mommy Im ok please dont cry for me today. I want u to know Im ok. I tell u I know u are baby but my life isnt the same. Then Ill b driving down the rd and hear a song that u would b singing. And I start to cry again. I feel like Im on a roller coaster and its never going to stop or get any less painful as the days go on. Well my beautiful Im going to watch TV with your Miss Brooklynn. I love u and miss u do much. Good night. Sweet dreams. Dont forget to visit me tonight.
Posted on: Mon, 04 Aug 2014 01:49:21 +0000
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