My God Has Answered Me - A Poem **Warning May Disturb and Inspire** Oh KUNDALINI Why did you shatter and crush my false heart Why did you grant me the ability to pierce anothers soul Why could my suffering not possibly be in vein Why the agony attached to the ecstasy Why the abhorrent terrifying horror Why the gifts of trauma be such a rare and precious jewel Why does survival mean mandatory self trust and self belief Why the blubbering long term tongue wagging bliss Who do you wish me to sing to the tune of my own song Why did you force so much cortisol through my psyche that my brain is damaged my soul split Why did I feel so much love in every cell I had to let go just flow Why do you make me shiver when Im on divine track Why all the necessary endless consumption of therapy, books, podcasts, feeds Why do I see that all interaction is a projection Why do I know my rabbit hole darkness inside out Why oh why does my head pound Why does my passion for childrens rights light me on fire Why does the news make me sick Why am I integrally dignified according to my own definition Why can I see the light beaming through your eyes Why do I effortlessly manipulate others to heal Why am I simultaneously imploding and evolving Why do I adore mother India Why do I see peoples invisible motives and avoidable suffering Why do my eyes sink deep in, into my being Why do I in the odd occasion wonder if the shadow government is watching Why am I informed educated engaged powerful Why do I have real connections Why do I have to dismantle all hierarchy especially the one I built inside myself Why am I off the shallow one dimensional grid Why did you make me in desperation swallow the red pill Why do I sometimes stop breathing Why does my heart race body burn head explode Why have I lost my home my husband my job my position on the social status hierarchy Why were these things never mine anyway Why do my synapses desire holistic harmony Why did I break the sun Why do I want to lick Shivas toes and fingers Why do I desire radical change Why did you sledge hammer as a call to make a positive difference Why am I 51% Christ consciousness Why am I an enraged bitter vicious wild animal Why did you make me Kali Why did the four walls of my mind collapse Why does each person obviously count Why do I know my beloved awaits and we will know Why come what may Why may it be so Why did I black out freeze leave my body go limp Why do I stand fearlessly ferociously roaring my feminine truth despite your despicable and disgusting masculine oppression of me Why do I vomit my story forced to express release open my vulnerability and all I symbolise and reflect to you yes you Why will I delete this post Why can I feel the strength returning to my bones... Why did I choose you Oh KUNDALINI
Posted on: Tue, 09 Sep 2014 20:08:51 +0000
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