My Post for this morning is to share and give appreciation to the Lord and my family and friends, near and far, and my medical team. I have come a long way and in this journey things happened I never could or would have imagined. If I can help or console one person today i will be happy. I have a story and everyone does, each and everyone one of us. The devil works at every he can boy he tries me. Hes trys to shake my faith through many things, my health, my kids, my marriage, my family, my financial, and he tried to take my mom. My mom, our relationship hasnt been perfect but thats my heart one of my life lines and like anything you have to work hard to make it better. Ive never been to emotional type able to express. But that devil hes persistant he said you will feel and you will hurt and u shall have doubt. I didnt have many friends and even now have limited access to any where I am. Pretty much a loner. Families are not what they use to be and We need to change that we need unity love support take time.Be concerned! I moved to Arizona and went to nursing school and along the way was diagnosed with kidney failure sitting in that office the words played over and over, after a biopsy, Mrs. Jackson you have End stage kidney Failure and will need to start Dialysis, first thing pops into my mind , Conspiracy smh I feel fine I thought, but you know once u hear something then it seemed like I was sick.Smh he said you have Glomerularnephirhitis I said please you made this up!! Came from to many cases of strept throat so streptococcal infection attacked my kidneys destroying them over a time period. Go figure! I started dialysis and continued on with my nursing. My health has been a roller coaster and truly when we are born or give life it is a blessing and we should treat as so. Its loaned to us and im afraid u get one go around so u have to try to do right and treat it right and be kind and humble respect and live. LIVE not foolishly but Live so that your happy and content when its time for your journey. Were you havent many regrets or a should haves. I had a transplant time was running out and God is good my sister blessed me with one of hers ive had been on dialysis since 1999 long time I got my transplant February 2005 the pictures I posted my airway collasped insurgery, really then I went back to surgery and it collapsed again surgeons woke me up and talking to me Eva try to breathe, but I cant put her out he yells eva we are trache u. Not going to bore u with that kidney worked perfectly and did for three. That devil smh he took the kidney then he took my marriage I started to give up he tried to take me. But God said not yet you dont get to give up and years of batteling with my Glorious God many visits to the hospital from deadly infections, life support, to coding but God said not yet I guess I have a purpose because death has been a knocking at more door numerous times and the devil comes a tapping to, and tries me but guess what God got me and mines.Hes calling the shots I gave him the steering wheel cuz sometimes I was getting a lil reckless. Hes blessed me they said two years ago I had less than a year left Guess what im still here Dont put an expiration date on me like im a gallon of milk its up to a higher power. Medical team great family great were still working at the togetherness but dont get it twisted we pull together when the poopoo hits the fan.lol I have family away from family my Doctors other dialysis patients technichians my friends and co workers. FAMILY IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT, SO MAKE IT RIGHT. I love my kids and my grandson my heart my lifeline I know im still fighting for them and my loved ones. Life is Good but to short say im sorry say I love you forgive and move on dont hold on to things. Live Life and Love. Im at peace im going to Live and now its ok for me to have different Love. Be Blessed And Be kind.!!
Posted on: Mon, 14 Jul 2014 15:16:05 +0000
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