My Precious Angel. I really should have known better , then to believe and buy into such as something I thought we had.I was so wrong and i apologize for playing with your heart head and soul, even if it was you all i know it could be all 3 of you playing around with mine, and getting kicks watching me act like a complete fool . and pouring my heart out on broken dreams and something that really just would never happen . Life is what you make it , its always like a box of choclates, Im gonna make sure my choclates dont melt. im not upset nor angry cause i seriously have no reason to be, I am much stronger then what I am given credit for. And any ways I have never met you so its all good will smart for a little while . I thought about it today alot and i dont care if i break those twin flame ties and connection, trust me I have walked on my own way to many years now . so im used to it. that pull will tug my soul out of my chest but i will not obey my Angels this time , only time , am i scared um no im not. So you go on being you and who you are sharing your love with who you can , and i will do the same I wont let this little connection thing bug me any more, trust me I have way to many fish to fry, then to be in love with a imaginary friend, I knew something was up yesterday when all the sudden I broke into tears , i just thought it was the high connetion , boy was I wrong a few hours later when reailty hit huh, right in my face, if that wasnt a punch worth a black eye i do not know what is. on the other hand maybe yall just laugh at me and think i am a crazy lunatic what ever flips your boats really i can care less any more. I found out where I stand and it is not with you at all , but it is bye myself cause i wont ever hurt my self. I was so afraid to open my heart up not knowing what i was getting myself into, cause it has been crushed so many times. and even know with a twin flame connection it gets crushed , but dont worry about me , cause i will make it so easy on you. 1 i will never put my heart out there again that is for sure cause what ever the feeling is it just is not for me,, and I dont even want to feel it now to be honest i want no fairy tale or prince charming at all , its obvious they do not exsit, 2 I will find away to break the connection yes love is unconditional and always will be it may rip mysoul out breaking this connection but i would rather do that then ever feel this amount of pain again. I am tired , just tired. am i running i have no idea if i am or not. but its all good, cause i guess my ego is talking now and it was only music thats it, and i should have known better and not been so stupid,, what was I thinking seriously really ,, I will always be a fan ,, but i dont want to mingle in ur personal life and if i have i am sorry please forgive me,, just share your love and i will share my love . hope you have the best in life and many blessings your way ,, If I am going to be any bodys fool, that will be me only .. I am nobodys fool any more have a blessed life,,, https://youtube/watch?v=rErBPw7pk2o
Posted on: Sat, 16 Aug 2014 17:36:41 +0000
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