My body was at rest, but my mental ability showed inability to - TopicsExpress



          

My body was at rest, but my mental ability showed inability to remain at peace. The axon and dendrites of my neurons were at an undisturbing tiff with each other. I had been sleepless from last four days, since the moment I encountered that girl at the graveyard. I couldnt bring her face vividly to my mind. It was somewhere stored in the backup memory of my mind with no preview option available. No matter, I took out an A4 sized blank sheet from a pile and a rough-nibbed pencil with the intention to sketch the face of that unusual girl. The pencil tip almost kissed the surface of the paper seven times, impressing a subtle dot on the blank sheet, but giving up on scribbling even a slightest curve. She had disappeared. Her face seemed totally disappeared from my mind. I couldnt draw anything except that damn dot. I got frustrated. Started moving hither and thither for some motivation. Inside I realized I needed recapture power over motivation to finally be able to sketch her face. Hopelessly I sat on the edge of my bed, closest to a window; looked out towards the street; the light of the street lamp-post was too penetrating for my delicate eyes; a cat having a narrow escape from being attacked by a stray dog while being chased. I directed my eyes in a cursory manner up towards the hollowness of the limitless sky. It had only lapped the resplendent moon that night. Moon must have felt unexpectedly special. I gazed fixedly at the face of it for dozens of ticks together. For a moment while staring at it, I felt as if I was starting to recaptulate the blanked out face. I quickly went back to my working table, held a pencil in between my fingers and started drawing lines randomly; as if my hand had been put on auto-pilot mode. Soon these messed up impressions started getting a shape. I observed I had been able to sketch her eyes; then the lashes, the eye-brows, the nose, lips, that exact messed up hair, and finally the complete face. I stopped at drawing a tiny mole on the lower right area of her chin. Thats it. Perfect I said to myself. A slight smile appeared on my face as I constantly looked at my work. That was it. A work. Just... a... work. #TheAbandonedGirl
Posted on: Tue, 16 Sep 2014 18:26:28 +0000

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