My dear precious late mother, you could never know how much I have missed you. You were my everything. My heart longs to see and speak to you again. Ive often wondered what I will say when I see you in heaven. 22 years passed ... How is that possible? How did I survive one minute without you? Im sorry that I didnt tell you good-bye. I was only 12 and believed that you would get better. Moms just dont leave. I wanted you at my wedding and for you to see your beautiful grandchildren. They remind me of you because I can see you in their faces. The only comfort I have in your passing is knowing that you are no longer in pain, no one can ever hurt you again and there are no tears in heaven. When I see you again, you will be enveloped in Gods love, warmth and light. When I see you again, I will hug you so tight and never let go. Losing you has been the hardest thing for me to endure in my fractured life. Everything has shaped and molded around your death like a lost limb. How could I ever be whole without you? Its like going through the motions on autopilot. Even now, all these years later, I sometimes feel like I just cant breathe or go on without you. One day I will be real and whole again. Whenever I see your beautiful smile, I try to replay memories of you in my mind so that I will never forget you. I often tell the kids about you. I want them to know about your kindness and sacrifices. You were the best mother. I hope I am half the mother that you were to me.
Posted on: Thu, 20 Mar 2014 18:49:07 +0000
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