My husband brings our daughter home late from spending part of Father`s day with him, but before he could leave, my daughter tells me that he did not come alone & the hells agent he`s having an affair with was dropped off across the street from our home to rent a movie, while he brought our daughter to my door. Moments later, I stood outside onto my porch & saw my husband as he drove directly across the street from my home to pick this woman up & I watched from a distance as she entered the vehicle while they drove pass my home, (very positive they saw me standing on the top of my porch as if all was well). The flesh of Monica would have responded to this quite differently long ago. The meekness of our spiritual being is often taken as weakness by those who are servants of Satan. Yet, I`m not called to prove my strength to the enemy, but my faith in God. I am hurting beyond description over what these two individuals are consistently & are persistently doing to my family. I have feelings, my child has feelings & to know that she`s being subjected to this damned & hellish relationship tears me apart. This isn`t my character. I don`t sleep with married men, I don`t cheat & I`m no whore! I`m beyond tired of the emotional drain that this i causing me. After leaving a wonderful mountain-top experience exactly one week ago yesterday, it`s as if this burden I left there at the altar is trying to come back, but I say no, in the name of Jesus. I left you at the foot of Jesus & I must believe that He`s going to destroy you from my life & I will never be troubled by you again. God promised me that HE WAS BRINGING ME OUT & HE WILL COMPLETLY HEAL THE HEART THAT YOU BROKE. I saw the man I love, MY HUSBAND, with another woman, a woman who`s as cold-hearted as a snake, & although this wasn`t the first time I`ve seen them, each time feels as the first! I pray I never cause another woman an ounce of the pain that this woman in her role has caused me. Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do, in Jesus name, amen.
Posted on: Mon, 17 Jun 2013 07:24:24 +0000
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