My name is Briana, im 18 & this is my story. In may of 2013 i found out that i was pregnant, although i was 17 @the time, my boyfriend and i were really excited. I was shocked by the first test (a +/- test) so i had my bf take me to get a clear blue digital test. Finally i had 3 tests total that said that i was pregnant. Still wanting an official positive i went and got blood drawb. By this time my mom found out by accident. She was mad at first but then told me she will always be there for me. When i got the results back from the doctors, i decided that i would finally tell people about it. All our friends and family were excited for us. We were so happy and me being a girl of course was already thinking of names!♥ It wasnt until june 10th at 9weeks, around midnight that i discovered i was spotting pinkish blood. I was worried but my mom told me to just relax and try to sleep. Around 8am i got up to use the restroom and thats when i started crying because of all the blood that came out. I woke up my mom and she immediately took me to the ER. I couldnt stop crying and the nurses could tell i was really upset. I tried so hard to relax,maybe i didnt miscarry. My mom was by my side the entire time and cried&Prayed with me. While i was in the hospital, i couldnt get my boyfriend to wake up with any of my calls/texts. By the time it was confirmed that i miscarried, and left the hospital, my boyfriend called me. I was so upset that he wasnt there for me that i couldnt even talk to him. In the following months, God gave me several dreams of a little boy saying Mommy its so pretty over here,dont be sad so i know that I was going to have a boy. My due date was just 5 days ago and i cabt help but cry still because i could have him in my arms. I am no longer with my babys daddy anymore but we both cried knowing that we would have our bundle of joy. I dont blame God for taking my baby, but i know that he wouldnt have given me an imperfect child. Since my miscarriage, i have turned 18, graduated highschool and have taken a vow of abstinence. I am in a new reationship and he is a man of god and does not judge me whatsoever for my past. I know that God will one day bless me with the family i desire.♥ i am praying for all the other mothers that this happens to. It is hard, but the pain will ine day go away and you will be blessed with a beautiful rainbow baby♥ there is always a rainbow after a storm. Never forget that. I am sorry for this being so long, but this is my story. God bless everyoneツ
Posted on: Tue, 21 Jan 2014 19:07:54 +0000
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