My name is Stacey Jones. I honestly believe that my sole purpose for being on Earth is to establish a solid trusting relationship with a loving God so that I may spend an eternity with him in heaven. How can I build a connection with a God who sometimes seems evasive, unrealistic and egocentric? I should be ashamed to say this, but Ive blessed and cursed Jesus in the same breath. Later, Im asking for forgiveness. Is this too much information for the perfect Christian? Im sure youve passed all tested trials with flying colors. You think this is a secret I should keep to myself? I disagree. I wish I could say lifes been good and worth living, but there have been many days when Ive begged the Good Lord to take me out of here. Ive always been somebodys perfect victim. My questions scare the ideal Christians. I pretend like everythings okay, singing songs of praise and worshipping a God I dont understand, who disappears just when I think Im getting close to him. Rod believes this is blasphemy so Im trapped. I look to heaven and scream, Enough already. I dont want to go to hell. Ive taken chances on Rods convictions. But, now Ive reached my spiritual bottom. His faith can no longer sustain me. Im not ashamed to ask, Will you trudge with me on this journey to find my God createspace/3732266
Posted on: Mon, 20 Jan 2014 23:43:02 +0000
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