My throat has been dilated 5 times,, John Hopkins put a small tear - TopicsExpress

My throat has been dilated 5 times,, John Hopkins put a small tear in my esohogeal ,,, a mistake,,,,, I still cant swallow food,,,,, Im losing hope,,,days, weeks, months are passing by ,,, Im back to the point where I just want to sleep and not wake up,,, I am very surprised that I still wake up,, food wise I only had 1 raviolie in 8 months,, Mc Donald milk shakes ive been drinking I think its losing the power ,, the coldness knocks the pain out,, but now I get nauseated more,,Im back to square one,, I have no doctors,, John Hopkins is my second opion,,, now ive lost hope in that doctor,, since he made a mistake in surgery,,,