My worst nightmare In a love story there are always ups and downs. In my point of view, these are essential. They make the bond strong. It tests the attachment, the thread which two share. Its natural if a couple fights. But what happens when its too much? What happens when it is without any reason and goes over your head. Well here is what happens. One decides to walk away. Well thats what happened to me. I was in love, deeply in love with my balloon. She was the best thing that has ever happened to me. I had always cared for her. I did whatever I could to save my relation though it was a long distant. But what I got in return. A Deceit. A nightmare without any reason. Balloon you know what, you were the best thing to me. I always thought of a future with you and I still do. But the way you are treating me, I am not sure if I can take it anymore. I have cried all day and night long. I dont understand the reason why you are doing this. Is it because I wanted a future with you. This is irritating you I guess. Well so noble of you balloon. You know what you did to me. You robbed me of my emotions. I feel like someone has RAPED my emotions and feeling. You knew I am emotionally weak. But still you did this. It was because of you that I broke down in front of my friends. I feel like I have been stabbed and you have sprayed salt on my open wound. I tried killing myself but failed miserably and end up being sick. But you dont care. Every girl would want a boy friend who will see a future with her. Then why not you? What is wrong with you tell me? You dont want me I get it but at least have a proper conversation. I wont kiil myself for you now. Trust me. The things you did and said to me,I cant forget. I will always love you but.... If kissing you, hugging you or holding your hand is called or specified as using you, then yes I used you balloon and I am really sorry for that. I used you. This may be your another reason. But dont tell me that you are leaving because you dont love me. Screw this word because the bond of two years doesnt vanishes in a split seconds. It doesnt gets away in 2 minutes. My feelings are not a Maggie to cook. One thing is for sure, I always trusted you but I was so wrong. You turned me into a monster now. I will be selfish. I will be mean. I will use people for my benefits and pleasure. And if one day I die I dont want you to see me . Please dont come to my grave crying. You are idiot because you cannot handle your own happiness. You always drive them away. I cant scold you anymore. Else I will break down again. This is the nightmare that will haunt me forever. #Nikhil PS:- I always loved you I still do and I always will.
Posted on: Fri, 29 Aug 2014 18:08:11 +0000
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