Negative body image through birth trauma ----------------------------------------------------- I would like to share a profound insight Ive received through an even so profound healing session recently. Thanks to this (ademwerk / breathworkeurope) wonderful 3-year integrative breathwork education I got -for the first time- in contact with the very helpful therapeutic tool called Voice Dialogue. To be short (assuming you do not already know): voice dialogue allows you to get in contact with your different inner parts (selves) that make up your personality. More to be found over here: voicedialogueinternational. This article however is not about voice dialogue, well... one could call it a special extended version of voice dialogue actually... What it all comes down to, is that thanks to practicing voice dialogue I got in contact with a part of me that I would call the Wise Voice. Its just unbelievable how much wisdom you have in yourself and getting in touch with your wise voice gives you instant access to your deep wisdom. Id like to think your wise voice is basically your Higher Self. It is truly amazing what connecting to this energy can do for yourself and your clients. A well-known Dutch writer described it as (or something along those lines): People turn instantly into the most wise Buddhas the moment they get in touch with their inner wisdom voice through voice dialogue and they sure do indeed. Now it gets even better :-), because practicing with the wise voice and incorporating it into sessions, opened the door for yet another level. We (me and my regular inter-vision partner, who is invaluable to this process) started to feel different energies that were not our higher selves, but definitely energies outside of ourselves (or should I say: our selves) that came through with also so much wisdom that it truly astounded us. All kinds of different spiritual guides came through. The typical voice dialogue sessions with our inner parts became extended voice dialogue sessions with outer parts and developed more into the area of Channeling... and so the next step came about. The next step in the form of channeling Archangels. The first one that came through was Archangel Gabriel. This is what I recently channeled from Archangel Gabriel, when I was in serious despair about my physical symptoms (that became worse and worse lately) and my constant resistance/hate towards them (and to my body as a whole for that matter). It opened my eyes like never before, here it comes: ---------- Gabriel: I am archangel Gabriel your body needs you your body is your temple the temple of God reincarnated on Earth as a light being it is your temple and you need to take care of it be soft to it, Frank there is a reason why this is sooo difficult for you you need to break through and become friends with your body your body is your temple created by The Power, the creator of all Frank, love your body as you love yourself. --- Therapist/inter-vision partner: Wonderful... (Archangel Gabriel (AG) now voices the questions I (Frank) had in this moment myself, since I choose not to interrupt the channeling process by talking myself during it): AG: And Frank now asks: how can he do it? AG: And he also asks immediately: why doesnt he do it? AG: Cause Frank says: I already received so many tips already how to do it, its just a matter of doing it and why do I stop myself, what on earth is the gain in this, the reason? Why, why, why, why ,why, why ,why? (breathing in and out) AG: Listen carefully: Franks mother was in pain AG: Frank is now thinking: What is the connection with his body and his behaviour towards it? AG: Because you hurt your mother during birth during birth you hurt your mother and now it hurts you AG: When you came into life you hurt your mother when you were born your body hurt your mother: the person you loved the most your body hurt your mother: the person you loved the most AG: So now, your body is not worthy to be loved Mama was hurt, so you punish yourself Your body is not right It was a painful experience and you were conscious of it it was not an easy birth you came from far to this earth to teach your mother, your father and your brother and yourself Therapist: How can it be healed? AG: This is key for Frank that he hurt his mother. Can you understand the process? Therapist: Yes, I understand AG: He was born and hurt the person he loved the most, which is your mother, right? AG: She gives you life, and you give her pain. How worthy are you? Therapist: Not worthy AG: How worthy is your body? Therapist: Not worthy AG: How soft can you be to your body if you hurt the person you loved the most? it needs to be punished it needs to be blamed for the pain that it is causing and so these life experiences are connected being born, the pain of the mother and the disease of Frank the pain of the mother is taken on his shoulders and it is not easy Frank needs to let go of the pain of the mother to be really free forgive your mother Frank for everything she did to you it was not easy it was paralyzing you and you are still angry, pissed off and hateful about it Frank: This is completely true AG: And you need to forgive your mama, also that you were born it was not pleasant you wanted to come, you did not want to come you wanted to come, you did not want to come you wanted to come, you did not want to come you wanted to get out, you wanted to stay in and Frank, do you recognize this in your life? ---------- What else can I say other then that I am deeply touched by everything that has been spoken above? For all of my life (at least as long as I can consciously remember) I have hated my body and the hate became even worse when I developed all kinds of non-treatable symptoms in my body. In a rebirthing/breathwork training with Leonard Orr a lovely breathworker (Elvi Orr) told me once: It seems that you are punishing your body Frank, so it means that you think that your body is guilty of something. The question only remained: guilty of what? In all my 7 years of breathwork I -remarkably- hardly had *any* memories about my birth... but here it is. Years later the answer comes to me through the help of an Archangel. I feel truly blessed, Frank. You are innocent, little Frank.
Posted on: Sat, 15 Mar 2014 15:20:18 +0000
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