No one really knows what Im about to express...... but I feel I need to put this out into the universe........someone said to me that Im miserable, no offense taken but the environment I was in at that time I was annoyed and aggravated. You see September and October is hard for me to get thru....... Especially now with the extra bullshit going on in my life. 20 years ago 9/7/94 I lost my better half my twin brother Antoine better known as lil Rock to most. I think about him as if he is still present to this day.... Wondering how our lives would be if he was here. How many babies he would have made by now wishing he would have recreated before he was taken. I miss the late nights talking or fighting I still cant accept that ur one. Then I have my Nana s Birthday 9/24, O how I miss the love of my life my best friend HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANNY, I LOVE U SOOOOOO MUCH and I need u badly. I have no one I can talk to anymore U LEFT ME but I cant be selfish ur in a better place you both are... I know Antoine is there with u by ur side with aunt Dee and Jr.. I am miserable and will be because my coldest day to face is October 6th it will be 5 years since our father sent for his soldier his Angel. I say its the coldest day bcause I felt like the devil was trying me. I felt like everyone was going against me Family Friends everyone because distractions were placed in my path. I didnt get to see you for the last time that day....... They wouldnt re-open it ur casket for me.......for ME....... Till this day I hurt but they cannot take away my memories. I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH and Im missing u like crazy. R.I.P.MY BELOVED.
Posted on: Fri, 26 Sep 2014 01:58:55 +0000
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