Noone truely understands what its like to lose their mom...unless of course they have lost her. It seems as though after the funeral is over people expect you to bounce back to your normal self. Thats impossible. Cause everywher I look...im lookin to find her. But its always the same. She isnt there...nor will she be. Im not ok...im not going to be okay for days...weeks...months... I lost my rock, my bestfriend, my heart , my teacher....I lost my mother. I will not be okay for a long time to come. I cant just bounce back to how I was. I have a whole in my heart. June 30 2013 at 8:30 a.m. ,, that day and time changed my life and me forever. I miss u momma I miss you so bad that this pain is excrusiatingly painful...almost too much to bare. I just miss you!!!
Posted on: Sun, 07 Jul 2013 18:48:31 +0000
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