Nope, I did all the dishes, made a huge cup of hot tea and began playing guitar. My stomach hurts, I realized how good I was feeling earlier before I served food at the cafe when I had vowed not to. My justifications were that I didnt realize I had two blocks of tofu leftover that needed to be used, and that I needed the money for the rent which is due. But it is the second day that I missed my opportunity to hit a mtg of friends, and that too had weird interventionist reasons because people showed up right when I was supposed to leave etc. So these are ways I have become accustomed to letting life live ME instead of me living LIFE; Im aware of it, and ready to take action on it. I felt so great without inflammation in my body and was just starting to deeply rest in my body when I jacked everything back up into shock and paralyzation again. So lets give this one more shot and be ready for the uneasy feeling you arent used to of not being in inflammation,of being in bliss and letting yourself just be sleepy for those few hours, knowing that you will be even more energized when you wake up. And make a big jar of juice thats fine. But even drinking a large quantity of juice is not the solution. Its stillness and acceptance and breathing. If you can connect with people great but if you cant, cici what are the things youve been wanting to do but havent? Playing music and writing my memoirs and recipe books.
Posted on: Mon, 03 Feb 2014 06:15:10 +0000
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