Not all feelings of love are meant to be acted on, I say this because the reality is some people love each other so much that it becomes obsessive that is love level TOXIC !!!, you could spend most of your life locked into a toxic love afar and even though you know it needs to change for the better you, choose to keep running in direction of crazy for lack of better words .... why stay on a ride that just wasnt built correctly, your structure is a little shakey but yeah you still buy your tickets and stand in that long line to just have one more go at that death trap .... are you sick ... no crazy in love .... blinding love do you find yourself living every moment with that person on your mine ... its ok, but if you live every moment with that person on your mind thinking about who is he/she with what nasty things are they doing right now while they are not with you, why cant you text back, pick up your phone, you see me calling you, did you ignore my call send me to vm , it didnt ring long enough to go to vm but it rang longer than my phone is dead, who is that whoever that likes all your post and how dare they comment too, is that your ex are you sleeping with them, let me see your phone, give me the password, let me smell your privets that doesnt smell like your soap, who is that...who?? that B&(&* was dancing with you ... why you though outta everyone in this club, you dont dance with me but you show had some moves with that MF .... OK OK OK at some point you already knew that this is all crazy, you went from a sane happy individual with your own ideas, goals and opinion where did this insanity come from? dont get to that point stop it early and if you have been on the ride for years and you still have all this lack of trust and have become emotionally unstable then find a way to get off and get help .... you shouldnt have to feel this way, No one should you could find that in the end the only one that was crazy over this relationship is you, you could find out that for the most part you where really alone, everything that you thought was only in your own head ... youve lead yourself astray ... they only dealt with it because they do have some kind of love for you its just not the love you thought it was ... hey you could be really talented... you have unbelievable skills that no one that they have ever encountered can do ... well yeah you do all your actions are done with love, crazy love but love .... Are you the only one crazy in your relationship maybe, but there are many others in this world like you that feel like you do loved so hard that they are also at level TOXIC so your not alone but before you start doing stupid things like body modifications, including tatts make sure that is real not cause of your skill you could find out that it was a skill thing not a love thing and the name over he/shes heart is of their true love and companion.... not you ...just an fyi
Posted on: Sun, 23 Mar 2014 19:14:35 +0000
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