Not many days go by where you dont cross my mind, Ive gone through so much bullshit this year and I got myself so deep in a hole that I shouldnt of gotten myself into that I nearly didnt come out of it. It was a massive struggle for me, I was hurting my closest friends but worst off my family. I nearly lost everything. What really woke me up to myself was when I moved into my new house I pulled out all those news paper articles about you, it really hit home with me. I sat in my room cried like a little teenage girl for hours and hours then I remember what happened on that day. I remember seeing teachers, students your close friends and family so effected by this, and the after effect on everyone. I remember how much of a struggle it was for me and everyone else effected. The struggles I went through this year was nothing compared what your family went through on that day and years after. It wasnt fair that I kept putting myself down when others I know have gone through so much worst. There were many reasons why I got myself out of the hole but you were a massive reason why I did. I now sit here where you rest in peace thinking of the friendship we have, to think that next time I see you is when Im up in heaven kills me but just knowing I will be about to see you again brings closer to me especially at this time. Our friendship will always have a place in my heart and I cherish every moment I spent with you. I miss you so much Jamie and love you to death. Rest in peace
Posted on: Tue, 14 Oct 2014 06:17:30 +0000
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