Not my usual sarcastically bitingly humourus post I came into the world with one person by my side. Over the next 39 years we grew further apart rather than closer. I was most likely to get a raised eyebrow rather than a direct compliment. But I always had security. I knew through thick and thin, this person had my back. And she had an army of sisters to help if her formidable personality couldnt move a mountain for me. I was wrapped in warmth knowing shed always be by my side. But 5 years ago today, she slipped from my life with me by her side. The most joyous unpleasant moment of my life. I could not bear the thought of not having been with my momma after all shed done for me. And in the 4 months of sickness, she was a most wonderful mother. She told me I had great legs, she let me cry on her shoulder, she asked me to let me lay eyes on you at least once a day and she smiled with her eyes every time I walked in the room. I pretend shes just at work. Waving her arm across the mall, reeling another customer into the jewelry store to buy a diamond. I stay out late. I laugh too much. I make friends Id literally lay down my life for. I never give up on love. I cant ever repair the fabric of my soul that was ripped 5 years ago, but I wont ever grow further apart from the people I love. Time cant be replaced. So I dont waste it. I love you every day, but I miss you most today, momma.
Posted on: Sun, 27 Oct 2013 05:27:08 +0000
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