Not sure what I hope to convey in this, but i just need to talk and express what I am feeling. I had an escort job tonight, but when I got there, it was an experience that I will never forget... tonight, I met someone that over the course of a few hours, brought me to tears. He didnt want what most the guys do, all he wanted was to talk and have someone listen to him and his story. A man that was raised by his grandmother, his mother had him when she was a young girl and she was still finding her own way in life and had no idea what to do with a baby of her own. He never knew his father. He fought depression, weight issues and gay ridicule. During his early 20s his grandmother passed away from Ovarian cancer that was undetected until when she finally went to the dr, she only lived 2 weeks. He watched as the aunt he lived with for a while, battled and lost to Alzheimers. His other family rejected him because he was gay. His mother came back into his life in his 30s after she was remarried. Today, he is a successful guy in his field of work. He has a small circle of true friends, and he spends a lot of his free time doing Volunteer work for underprivileged kids .But tonight, he needed someone to just listen. To let him talk and say things he has held inside for his 40+ years. Yes, at first I was worried and honestly a little scared. But the way he told his story and the passion and the love inside of him was amazing. In the end, We had the most awesome time. It had as much effect on me as it did him. Listening to his story and feeling the emotions and watching the tears run down his face...it tore my heart out and i cried along with him. We hugged and I could feel the love just being hugged by him. In the end, He felt SO much better...And as for me, I am just entirely refreshed and have this all over feeling of peace. It was honestly like I spent those hours with a higher power. As I end this day, I just want to send a big hug out to every one of you. I hope you all have an amazing night.
Posted on: Thu, 13 Mar 2014 04:06:09 +0000
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