Nothing like being completely and utterly stitched up to bring a man down, its a good job i have such good friends, i only have friends that good in our martial art community and some.. family. They stick around, maybe all our lives, because we have been humans together through thick and thin on the same side. Being made out to be the bad person, has happened several times to me, psycho brendan , the nut case. manipulation of situations, but anyone that knows me , knows im more emo than psycho . more over caring than obsessive, more out going than compulsive and totally committed to the people in my life, and that is a strength. ive helped more people than ive hurt people, but still , that is modern society , scare mongered by fools , led by motives blinded my media . paranoid from guilt makes people act strange and that reality baffles many including myself because this is the reality people are creating around us constantly, so much bad in the world just try to do good, Being a very open person is an extremely hard and dangerous thing to do , accepting others will judge you on your words, social media , mobiles infact everyone is listening to us, many will even use our words against us , yet words mean nothing if you dont keep them, selected to hear what you want or other people want, or to get your own way. they mean something one day and nothing the next, expressing with full feeling , is better than suppression, making and admitting mistakes takes huge courage its best to let it out your system. being you and honestly, its not a weakness, regardless of what anyone playing the game tells you. there is just more of them than us. intuition is not a weakness its a strength, commitment and devotion are not weaknesses. love is a strength hate is a weakness although it doesnt seem that way. if everyone loved more and hated less it would be a better world day by day. Manipulation of the truth and the facts is a way of life that freaks me out , a good example of this was my last car crash , the young lady caused the accident but denied everything she even denied it happened... or the guy that got mugged but goes to prison for defending himself, or the guy that got away with violent crime because he had more alibi. peoples partners cheating on them and getting caught out , big business screwing us all down, war, murder, it all goes on in this crazy world we create with the attitudes we teach and learn , so i chose peace and try to love, even though its a dying thing. most of us encourage negative behavior to solve problems , tricker and spin , the government do it , everyone does it on a level. The ultimate skill to deal with this is forgiveness , the ability to forgive and reconcile along with unconditional love and acceptance, but along with love comes crazy, which reminds me of one of my favorite Jackie Chan sayings im crazy but im not stupid .
Posted on: Thu, 10 Apr 2014 09:34:37 +0000
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