November 2011: You got me wrong. Everybody wants the good times, and you can’t take it that somebody else had the nous o see in me what it was we wanted. I suffered slavery, deprivation, homelessness and violence while you were justifying your lives. Now, life is unbearable because of the memories. I literally cannot bear these memories, this life, this inheritance. What gave you the right? Why did you think your morality an absolute? Did you think you were going to change me, or did you think you were going to win support out there, or what? When your complaint grows stale, then they will look further and see what is really the case. You won’t get off easily. Hitler was created roughly similarly. Yet you don’t think I’m capable of anything, do you? You don’t think I can get near you, overlooking as you do that your bitterness is the result of your envy of me. This is because I keep avoiding your radar and your ‘defences,’ and my world is ruled by quality rather than quick profit. In the end, will the public appreciate you more for hitting a deadline or for having a quality prodct, and can you always ensure quality by enforcing deadlines? No. Deadlines lead to all the modern ills of a society based on ‘who gets to market first makes all the money.’ Perhaps to begin with, but they also eventually lose out in business because all it takes is a consumer to know and recognize the truth and to have a better option available. I am that better option, it seems, for it is you who have proved to have failed, not me proving some illusory ‘betterness.’ I don’t measure us, you see. I don’t compare us. With objective eyes, the horrific seriousness of what you have done reminds us never to let people like you choose what is best for you. You just don’t know, do you? You just don’t see. When you change, you will belive for a while that the change makes it all right; and then what you have forgotten about will devastate you – for you definitely forgot things. That was clear from what you did. And if you were perfect, your crime is all the worse, because you then chose a focus for your activities that was wholly inappropriate, completely innocent and willing to be your best friend at that time. Yes, you may check with anyone you like. You saw the chance to complain about me being all the things that you attached to me on account of my non-compliance with your orders and so forth, and you dived in there with both feet, didn’t you? And now you expect simply to sit there going, “I was wrong,” with a hangdog expression while not actually doing anything? Interesting, to say the least.
Posted on: Thu, 27 Mar 2014 16:23:44 +0000
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