OK. Here it is. Went to foot Dr. This afternoon.he was taken back when he saw my left foot. He said it looks like a cheese grater took my skin off to the meat. Im going to have home health come out and keep an eye on my foot, bring me supplies and medicine to wrap my foot. But, when it starts to heel again. I have to have my right foot amputated. God, did I say amputated?? I dont know if I should cry? But than that shows weakness. I have to go thru this alone again. No one to cry on their shoulder. If I do cry. Im still trying to process this. And if that gets infected they are taking my leg off. So I guess the good news is their taking only the right foot off. I dont know is that good news?? God how am I going to take care if my kids?? With litter and feed and water and give their pills??? Guess I can crawl on my stomach like the last three times when I had surgeries on my right foot in the past. Im so numb. And now Im starting to get a headache. Great. It really sucks when your family tells you your better off dead. Hell maybe theyll get their wish after all. Shit iv got to have my right foot cut off. I wish I had a friend here to help me with things. Im sorry Ive got to go and try to process my foot being cut off. Hell now Im really ugly... This sucks Ill let you know when the surgery is. So, Im going to have to bother you all again for prayers when my foot gets cut off.
Posted on: Tue, 11 Nov 2014 23:35:41 +0000
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