OK I Everyone I have come to realize I have that I too have A LOT OF INSECURITIES TO WORK THROUGH...Yesterday, I had to take my son Joshua, grocery shopping since it was either eat this light bulb or that one...well I am still recovering from this darn Bug that wouldnt leave me alone, so I figured its A Sunday Afternoon Nobody around they wont care that I am not at full shine...my hair isnt washed my tummy and head are killing me and the world is spinning I am freezing lost my coupons and circulars and stick out in my multicolored clothing...well through all of this I was sitting there in the middle of the isle trying to figure out which mayo to buy...when my son started checking out my gray hair(thanks Son) I teased Him I should Push you over backward...but thats when I noticed the lady walking behind him...i told him he was lucky...and she says are you OK I am not all feeling all that well...all of a sudden she put her hand on my back and started to caress me I felt safe and strangely better...I realized I was UNCOMFORTABLE ME OF ALL PEOPLE UNCOMFORTABLE...someone I didnt know was caring for me who is use to medical people touching her complete strangers too...well LONG STORY short...after she was done I felt better...and continued shopping with my son laughing and giggling...it was strange that I wanted to reconnect with her again and there she was standing at the end of the isle...So I went over and Hugged her and Thanked her for making me feel better and YES we giggled for awhile...is it strange I was wondering if she was following us or if I gave her this bug or who is she I have this weird few dreams about demons and me cleansing them out into Angels...She did kinda have that warm glow about her and she didnt care what I looked like...I dont know ??? she did disappear too then again its a grocery store...I also realized I have Learn to relax and accept HUGS from EVERYONE...I NEED LOTS AND LOTS THEY MAKE ME FEEL BETTER...
Posted on: Mon, 10 Mar 2014 17:22:06 +0000
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