OK. So. Im home. And now Sebastian is in the hospital for observation at least overnight. His O2 sats are up again, so thats good. Hes having trouble breathing and hes weazing horribly but the pediatrician at the hospital thinks hes on the tail end of things. And theyre hopeful hell be home tomorrow. As soon as Im able to function better Im finding a new pediatrician for my kids. This should not have happened. I am so done with doctors, hospitals, operations, medications, recoveries, pain. Seems like over the last 5 years or so Ive spent more time in and around the damn hospitals than out of them. And I still dont know what happened with my surgery on Friday. Never saw my doctor again. Only know what the surgery notes said. Hows that for idiotic? So I spent two months before surgery not knowing what they planned to do exactly and now 3 days after the surgery I still dont know. Im a little disgusted with all of it and all of them. And angry. Now Im getting angry. Though apparently I gave them all an ear full after my surgery. After being scheduled to go under at 11:30 I finally headed back to surgery at 5:30, was in surgery for several hours, then they wouldnt give me enough pain meds to do much of anything. I have no memory of what I said to them but Im sure it wasnt very nice. And frankly, what ever I did say I think they deserved. Thank you all for your thoughts and your messages. They all really do mean a lot to me. Thanks for putting up with me and being around when I need kind words.
Posted on: Mon, 31 Mar 2014 22:42:34 +0000
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