OMGNC #304 I confess I starve my self. I cant afford a gym membership. Im too fat to workout at local parks cause Im afraid people will laugh at me. My family and neighbours laugh at me when i try workouts at home. And to top it off my family likes that I dont eat anymore. Like my dad said finally we will have more food for the people that matter in this house. They make jokes like that because my older sister is the pretty skinny one that always has a bf. My mom jokes that no one will ever love me if they cant find me under all this fat. I am depressed. My sister is the only one who likes me and treats me nice. She tries to take me got out to parties with her but Im too embarrassed when people from school find out that Im her sister and mock her for it saying that I must be adopted. Not to mention I dont have any nice clothes. I wear jumpers and pants to cover my ugly body even when its summer. I wouldnt look nice any way. People would probably call me a try hard or a wanna be desperate to look like my sister. To be honest I wish I was like her. Accepted, beautiful and all. Its hard to become confident and happy when no one wants you to be. Having no family support has to be the toughest part of it all. Then the looks and comments. This world sucks.
Posted on: Sat, 26 Oct 2013 07:42:54 +0000
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