Ok, I will never understand the human brain. Or most of them. Im sorry if some of you guys dont get that I am trying hard, but sadly its fact that you dont. Yes, I forget, yes Im messy sometimes, no, Im not motivated, no I dont have a job, no I dont drive. Ok, so now that you only look at the bad Im doing, how about I remind you of the bad situations I am in, but also, my POSITIVE sides. Sorry if you dont think this is bad but hey, I cant even have the one and only thing that will push me and motivate me with my life. My daughter. Even worse her adoptive parents now want me to see her only 1 to 2 times a year. No, not happening, sorry. I gave you a Life I didnt even want to give you. May have been the best idea, but, I did NOT want to. Sorry but thats probably the biggest gift you will ever receive from anybody. I think about her everyday, and what could have been. Second, I am mentally ill or crazy as most of you would say. I get paranoid, delusional, unmotivated, tired, I dont concentrate well, and I see things you cant even comprehend. I cant even comprehend. The things I think, see, experience, dream, feel and hear are not what you would like to consider normal, but I have had them in my life so long, they are normal to me. Please, stop trying to put me down saying Im a bum, psycho, sociopath, stupid, Im not going places in life, or any other things that would make me want to dropkick right in between your eye brows. Because I am not, I am just in a much more difficult situation than some. Also, I have talents and good qualities, as a human. I am well at drawing, music, as well as being kind, thoughtful, generous, and giving advice. Those are just a few of the problems, talents, and qualities I have in my life. So sorry to say, but your thoughts on how I live my life or how hard I am trying is not valid. I repeat, they are not valid. I think I know my mind more than anyone else. I am not what you say I am, I am what I say I am. And I say I am a human just like you. So treat me like it, please!
Posted on: Tue, 28 Oct 2014 22:34:56 +0000
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