Ok. So this is hard for me to say, its hard for anyone to say, but especially people in my position. I am over hating myself. Im so tired of hating the way I look. Because mostly, I dont. Im pretty. Im fat and I DONT CARE. Im proud of my body. It has served me well through 37 years of life. It has given me two beautiful children. Yeah, Im not 100% healthy right now, but that has NOTHING to do with my weight, although if I wanted to lose weight it could be harder for me while Im ill. I dont want to hear about diets and ideals and exercise unless youre talking about health. Being thin, or even normal is not something I care much about. I just want to be healthy, and to enjoy my life. Thats hard enough sometimes without worrying about being judged by strangers, or worse still, friends and family. I want to be able to tell you when Im concerned for your health without you looking like Ive grown a third head. Im fat, not stupid. I know as much if not more about health than most of you. If Im worried about you Ill tell you and you dont get to write off my love and concern because Im fat. And for goodness sake, dont tell me to stop eating x y and z for my weight or my health. Ive spent the last few months going through extensive testing and I am not sensitive to any foods, Im under medical guidance, and I dont need to feel guilty or less than. I am who I am. I am beautiful. Parts of me are amazing and parts arent. Just like everyone else.
Posted on: Sun, 10 Aug 2014 08:03:07 +0000
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