Ok so here goes everyone is doing their new years thing so trend - TopicsExpress

Ok so here goes everyone is doing their new years thing so trend me in lol. But Im going to do this differently Im actually going to give insight into me once and only once. 2013 was hands down the worst year of my life if it could go wrong it did I lost everything. Literally everything house cars kids even myself. I was broken and lost and gave up on life. The year ended with me coming back to Odessa with nothing but myself and a want for it to be over permanently. So new years my resolution was to give up I only existed so my kids would not lose me. The first part of 14 was the same even had 54 days in jail for the first time. Come June my adopted brother Andrae talked me into a stable job and a long lost brother Shane really brings me back to music and along with two other great musicians people and friends bring me into the band Ive always wanted now Shandy Jordy Isabel Soraida are also family to me. I also made a new friend who is a crazy mofo but one of the coolest cats I know. Things start looking up but still have that darkness that void that nothing. Until through a random hello to someone I barely knew a lifetime ago became the best thing thats ever happened to me in Nerisa and changed my soul and made me love her through nothing but being her. I love you babe, The nothing is gone the void is filled. And also the little ninja Zoie love her too demon spawn lol. Long story short a year ago I had nothing to live for I was just living but on this night I have everything to live for. So to all of you in the next year I will be a better friend brother person musician and partner I love you guys you all literally CHANGED MY LIFE!!! Sorry for the rant