Ok, so heres whats been going back and forth in my mind during the editing process. When I met Tori in late May of 2012 I weighed what I weigh now...210 lbs. When everything went down on Jan 1st 2013, I was so crushed by the fact that she got cold feet and ran away from me after a blossoming seven month friendship, even though I am convinced to this day that she liked me (and I know when a girl likes me, because I rarely get that blatant vibe). I stopped eating, lost weight and then simultaneously got sick at the end of January which lasted more than a year before the Doctors finally diagnosed what was wrong with me (Acid Reflux), then did the surgery which cured me. From Jan 1st to the beginning of Summer I had no appetite, because I still loved her and was so heart broken. When I shot the music video on April 14th, 2013, I was down to 190 lbs and didnt even see it, but it shows in the diner scenes. I see it now as I watch the video and realize that my Mom, Sister Donna and Niece Kerry (who all said I was losing too much weight and looked emaciated) were right! I brushed it off and seriously thought I looked In Shape. Well, I have been debating whether to re-shoot the diner scenes with me in it due to how thin I looked, but have decided to keep it real and show what I looked like at the time I was going through my heart break. I dont look bad, but am 15 lbs thinner in the shoot and it shows. I came to the conclusion that it actually fits with the story line, because during the lip synch scenes I am reflecting back on when I met her, even though I was more beefy at that time (like I am now) than in the video diner scenes. Stay Tuned, I will be releasing this video sometime over the next week once I sign off on all of the edits. Im very proud of this project and all of the hard work that went into it!
Posted on: Wed, 15 Oct 2014 02:12:44 +0000
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