Ok so last night something weird happened , well sort of. Ive been talking to my Mom and about her a lot because of the POW bracelet , and some probate stuff going on , well last night I walked into our room and saw her ashes ( still in a box on hubby shelf because the family hasnt decided what we are doing yet to memorialize her ). But this time I really saw them . I read the label with her name on it next to the word cremation, abd I grabbed the box , joking I said hey mom you put on a few , but I held it , I talked to her and I just took a deepth breathe and then back she went . But today I woke up different. Better then I have been in two years. More myself , I cleaned my house , like under my bed and cleared stuff off of shelves and tables , and laundry and I was at peace. Mom and I always had the cleaning bug in common but I recently really hated it and I began to clutter my life with so much stuff thats not me around my house, I hated being home. IDK , but something shifted. Something clicked . That deepth breathe has been a long LONG TIME coming , it feels good to breathe again .
Posted on: Mon, 02 Jun 2014 21:56:42 +0000
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