Okay... Those of you that know me really well probably know I hate sappy sob-story status updates on here. But Im gonna be that person for a minute. Dont worry, Ill probably hate myself for this later and delete this post. It just feels good to vent through writing. So here goes: today has been absolutely miserable. On top of all the stresses Ive been facing in my first weeks of college, I had to undergo mouth surgery. Again. Because my mouth is stupid and decided to get infected two months after my initial surgery. Crap, right? I had five needles stuck into my face to numb it. FIVE. Big, long, ugly things. Because the infection made it harder to numb apparently. Have I ever mentioned how much I HATE needles? Yeah. Like, with a passion. So then I made it to class, barely on time, but was cold, nauseas, and bleh the whole time. Came home, tried to do the homework thats due tomorrow, and hit a wall. Why? Because last week I was having really bad back pains and had to step out of class for a few minutes to move around and alleviate the pain. The homework is stuff she covered while I wasnt in the room. Enough to make me cry? Not quite. No, that doesnt come until the numb starts wearing off. At this point, I can currently feel each of the five places where a massive needle was jabbed into my cheek and thumped for good measure. I can feel how sore my jaw is, and cant open my mouth all the way. AGAIN. And my mouth tastes like sterilized gauze and blood, aka metal. Not surprisingly, this has led to a headache. Oh, yeah. And Im not allowed to ice my jaw, for some reason. On top of THAT, my car isnt working properly, so I cant drive anywhere. All of this is enough to bring me to tears. Me. Crying. Just writing about my state of emotional upheaval is deeply frustrating. Sorry to waste space on your home feed to rant. Carry on.
Posted on: Wed, 10 Sep 2014 00:04:26 +0000
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