Okay its crazy how god can make things work. In my heart i love each of our babies oh so much. They and their familys have become well family. Losing Bryson Biliary Atresia Prayers is and will always be the hardest thing but what i have gained is amazing. We all share a bond a understanding no one could know. Each day i look forward to checking on my babies. I hate to see bad news but im here to listen to pray and hopefully help. Some wonder how or why continue why i continue to live in the ba world of craziness. Well i see all these BAutiful faces these loving familys and Ive been in there shoes. Once youve been there no matter the outcome good or bad theres just this understanding and desire to continue fighting. The sweet faces i see i want so desperately to fix all of them if only i could send a liver to so many for Christmas. Yes i miss my son yes Ive questioned god and why he lets ba exist among many things. But i choose to not let it win. I know my baby boy wants me to fight for everyone and god gave me a purpose. I know he listens to. The other day i told myself theres no way i can send all our kiddos presents as much as i want to make sure each and every little one gets a present, whether they are home or sick in the hospital. i just thought god what can i do? Well i walked in the store and every toy was marked down over 50% off and there set three presents i was looking for that i knew a couple kids would absolutely love. My sign from god and Bryson that i needed to send these presents and that i could that he was providing a way. Not only did i find all the toys but i received a message from a wonderful family our very own lil miss daniella lee and momma Christine Lariviere that they were sending Brysons ba foundation a check from their sell. I fought back the happy tears probably shed a few too. I still am working on getting a few more presents as well as sending peanuts wonderful family presents to give to the hospital. Chris Vasquez and Veronica Vasquez family you guys are amazing too. They have decided to take presents to texas childrens hospital to donate to kids there. How amazing ♥ I am so thankful for the season of giving. I am thankful for all the love and support. I am grateful my tree now has presents waiting to be wrapped up n shipped off. May everyone remember the reason for Christmas is Jesus and enjoy their family and friends. Its not just about gifts or santa. But helping one another being with your family and celebrating Jesuss birth. Although Bryson cant be here i know he is in spirit and i cant wait to share these goodies. Thank you god for helping make it possible with our friends help and the sales and im pretty sure Bryson set them toys there hahaha who else knew what i was looking for. Silly monkey I will be inboxing a few familys for addresses since i lost my address paper. **but any of my mommas if u know a baby in the hospital or even at home in need of a present please inbox me and i will do my best to make it happen** If i miss you i am absolutely sorry. Know that me n Bryson love you all and wish you all a very merry Christmas ♥♥♥♥ **** If i didnt tag u or if u know a baby please comment or inbox I ran out of tags I want to try to get everyone something even if its just a card or something small ♥ :) ****
Posted on: Mon, 15 Dec 2014 05:41:44 +0000
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