On July 19, 2013 we got told that my grandmother had lung & brain cancer . that was what I had thought was the hardest day of my life . I never in a million years thought that my meemaw would have such a nasty thing wrong with her like this . My heart was shattered. I didnt have a clue on what was going on completely or what I was going to do . I honestly didnt think I could make it through this fight with her . now as of January 8, 2015! she is barely hanging on by a thread, laying in that bed fighting for her life! Now I sit and think, back when we got the news that she was diagnosed I thought that was the worst thing in the world . yes, dont get me wrong it was very hard & this year and a half had been a very rough road but looking back Id rather hear that news then have to watch my grandma lay in bed & fight for her life . Watching the only person that has ever been there for me lay in a bed & fight with every inch of her that she can to stay alive is the worst thing someone could ever watch! Nobody will ever understand my grandma & is bond with one another . She has always been the one to stand by my side & guide me through what I wanted to accomplish . she has never let me down in my life . For 20 years my grandma has been my bestfriend , my rock , my shoulder to cry on , & my ears to talk to . I could tell my meemaw anything in this world & I knew it wouldnt get out to anybody else . She was always there for anybody that needed somebody . Every morning as we were getting ready for school/work , Id have to listen to her yell Bout how she just hated her job & didnt wanna go in . She didnt wanna deal with all the kids that talked down to her & made her feel like shit . The last 3-4 months she would count down the days we had until we were on vacation. On the last day of the school year up until the first day of the next she would tell me & my grandpa & anybody else that was around that she wasnt going back. But you bet your sweet ass she was at that school every day school was in session & had a smile on her face . I remember once she got diagnosed they told her she couldnt work anymore & she broke down & could barely handle it, she but she wanted to go back so bad! She definitely has more than one personality, but she was always such a sweet beautiful woman! My grandmother has for sure touched a lot of people & some may not have noticed until now, but one way or another i guarantee you that if you know this lady youd only have good things to say about her!my grandmother is such an amazing strong woman! I honestly wouldnt know what Id be like today if it werent for her . Thank you for always being there for me meemaw . I love you more than youll ever know & Im so thankful for everything youve ever done for me in my life! I love youuuu to the stars and the moon !!
Posted on: Thu, 08 Jan 2015 22:27:21 +0000
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