On Thursday last week I didnt get a chance to post this. I had an amazing day with the girls and Jordan and Jennah and Keegan. Helped the kids get some things to take to their dads house and in the process found my missing ring in my jewelry box. This is the one that my mom gave me almost 6 years ago. Jennahs birthstone...white gold butterflies (which at the time had no significance to me). I havent been into butterflies since I was about 6 years old. If you know me, you know that since we laid mom to rest, butterflies have kinda been a sign that things are going to be okay. They comfort me. Somehow Gods way of saying mom is watching over me. I have recently found myself more alone then ever. She is still with me watching over and my brother is probably one of the biggest supports I have right now, even though I dont talk to him very much. I know he loves me and has faith in me. Thanks to everyone who has done something for me. From here on out, the road is mine. I wont be taking any more charity from anyone except from the one person who has suggested that family is supposed to be there to lean on and realizes I am not taking advantage. Thanks for having faith in me. Couldnt have come this far without any of you. I will soar with or without you on the rest of my journey. Mom gives me the strength I need to be there for my own kids. This ring is so her. I dream about her from time to time. Sometimes I cant remember but usually she comes back to settle things she left unsettled. I slept content with her last night. Oddly enough, she was trying to tell me something about her own jewelry. I believe somehow she led me to this ring I was missing. I emptied that jewelry box twice and put everything back when I was looking for it. God works miracles. I believe somehow He made that ring find its way back to me. The jewelry box has been in my brother garage for 2 and a half months and no one has had access to the house to look for the ring or place it in the box.
Posted on: Sun, 31 Aug 2014 16:29:44 +0000
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