On the grief group sight I belong to, I posted the other day my comment about being angry at God. This was a response someone said to me: From a mother who has lost her only two sons, you are angry at the only One who can help you survive...Author of Two Sons Twice Born. This was my response to her: While I am angry at God, I still have a strong faith in him and love for him. I know he has a plan for all of us and we will all learn our plan/purpose when we are suppose too. The fact I am angry at him, does not change his feeling or desire to help me. Just as when we get angry with others we love, it does not change our deepest feelings for that person. I know he is with me (both my son & God) but I am still here, without the physical being of my son and I am human and hurting selfishly for my son. To say I am angry at the One that can help me, doesnt matter. He knows where my heart and faith are, he knows I love and follow him, and he knows I wont like some if his plans and that I will even Hate some of his plans, but He will understand and help me. Im ok being angry at God at this time of my grieving. I would like to believe I am reading her intent wrong, but people seriously need to be more mindful, careful and sensitive with their words!!
Posted on: Mon, 05 Jan 2015 20:55:35 +0000
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