Once, I asked Guruji, “Are we are the byproduct of our circumstances in which we live. Do our ideas and thinking reflect the social surrounds in which we have passed a huge cantle of time of our life?” Guruji replied briefly, “yes” Sitting at Guruji feet I reflected on this thought a bit further. I realized that we develop certain prejudices and form final opinions on certain persons or ideas but they may not be right as they are the product of our narrow world of surroundings. By repetitions of them in practice and hearing them time and again we start developing blind faith in them. Religions-sects-moral-standards and false values find basis and strong holds in our minds in such solid foundations that we find it difficult to discard them. We nourish and love false ideologies just like a mother who blindly loves her children. Fancies and false ideas are the children and issues born in our minds—they are the children of our mind-we love them and do not discard them until we get a jolt of very strong nature. I got jolts---- Exactly opposite to our house there was a mandir of various Gods and Goddesses when I was of small age---the pujari of the temple was once beaten up and turned out when he was found trying to take undue advantage of a young girl. I developed hatred for this place of worship. Jain nuns came and stayed there for a long seasonal spans of time I would tell them to follow the rules of science about the germs getting into our body despite of their efforts to save them—Once I saw a girl sitting on the elephant beautifully attired—I learnt that she was anointed to be priestess—why not the parents—why the innocent little girl. I came to Panjab—a very small girl of 9 or 10—in a frock---to see the Golden temple in its finest glory----was turned away with scoldings and harsh words for not covering my head—I ran never to go back. Last but not the least—I remember that I was standing holding my father’s finger and listening to the conversation between the Christian father and my father-—a gentleman came there to seek the help of father in getting a job---the reply shook me from head to bottom---he could be provided a job if got himself converted to Christianity. I am the by-product of such jolts and many more of such types. Some times I do feel that at that time also Guruji was showing to me the truth of things other wise a child forgets these things but I never forget them. You will not imagine I have seen election votes being sold for a five rupee note. These are the reasons that the moment I saw the Truth of Divinity----in its highest and purest form----flowing spontaneously from Guruji’s Divinity I started the real worship of Guruji. When I saw the vast Omnipotent and omnipresent swaroop of Guruji after the Mahasmadhi it left no doubt about the Truth-Eternal. I realized the difference between the world in which I live and the Sach khand world of Guruji---it is the difference between the True and the false. JAIGURUJI PS---I believe in what I see---not what is preached----Luckily, Guruji shows the Truth of the things---. JAI GURUJI
Posted on: Fri, 23 Jan 2015 02:37:26 +0000
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