One-sided? Na...she was my best friend...!!! Chapter 13 Life Without Her The next morning was a new dawn for me, tormented by my memories of the past, I woke up with a headache and bloodshot eyes. I had slept after such a long time, memories of the last night haunted me. I would never talk to her again, wow, what will I do...last night I had deleted Whatsapp and deactivated my Facebook account to break off any personal contact with the outside world, removing any emotional contact from anyone, I was getting calls from my friends, text messages, but I had taken an oath to myself, to take my life seriously and love myself. But loving myself would have to wait, as I was not over her yet, memories of her beautiful smile and melodious laughter haunted me. No, she did not love me, no use thinking about her now, it would only mean killing myself...killing my mind, she had told me to forget about her as I would get someone far better than her, I couldnt possibly fathom at that moment that there could be someone better than her. Wow, I was completely broken and only one person could fix me...me. So, drying my tears, I splashed my face with some cold water, the chill of it I could feel inside my eyelids, my cheekbones, my face flushed and became red, almost as much as my eyes were now, sleep deprivation had caused this, I was hungry but I didnt want to eat anything. I forced myself to go to the fridge, I picked out an apple, washed it and went to my room, holding the apple in my hand, I slowly nibbled at it and switched ony laptop, first I would have to calm myself down, so to do that I chose my favourite sitcom, How I Met Your Mother. She had always said that I was like Ted. I never believed that, Ted was a nice, rich architect who had been in serious relationships with many girls, who had loved him back for the time being, I, on the other hand, was a single, lonely, nobody with nothing to do and no money. Anyways, Ted wasnt my favourite character on the show anyway, my favourite character was Barney Stinson, the king of awesomeness. He was a fun-loving guy with no serious attachments, he was super-duper rich and enjoyed life to the fullest doing crazy things. Man, that was the life. That should be the life of anyone who wants to be happy in life. After 20 minutes of pure entertainment, I decided to go to the gym to workout and attend the kickboxing class. After that, I promised myself that I would meet new people, become more open, more interactive and more confident. That day was nice. I had finally figured out a way to get past her and move on, the night however, was an entirely different question, I was alone, had no one to text and I had no Facebook and no whatsapp access as well. So I decided to study a bit and then watch a movie. Studying was the toughest part, as I was still distracted too much. But with all my willpower gathered, I focused my mind on the books in front of me and studied. At 11 o clock in the night, I started watching a movie, slowly, slowly, watching the movie, I went to sleep. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- She was not on fb Chapter 14- Restoring contact with friends #Kickboxer
Posted on: Mon, 25 Nov 2013 05:31:01 +0000
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