One thing I Gotta Say: I just love how so many people had shit to say when it was pouring fuel on a fire that was burning me alive, but yall aint got a damn thing to say now?? Why is that? Why is it my so-called peeps...with exception of a few who were straight as hell from the jump...such as my Baby Mama CV, and Cat Sanchas and Heather, and Silva and for the most part Steven, though I think u tried to stay neutral in the ugliness or at least, not tell me what u really thought of ME sometimes, oh and of course my fam, Keri, Jim Tracy and Dan...But many of u, our so called mutual friends,U all had so much to say about me and TO me about others...Why is that? Jealousy or what? I dont get it and Im sorry, it pisses me off. I know u saw me cry, I know u heard me say I knew I had been wrong and I wished I hadnt hurt people...so why was THAT never repeated? Why was I never told, that other people were okay with letting the hate and fighting die? Yet I was told over and over about every vicious thing that would hurt me and so was the other party? Idk...Im just a little sickened by the way everyone just loved to see BOTH of us torn apart over things we coulda dealt with if we had been left alone to do so. For what it is worth, I did the worst wrong thing for the right reason, bc I fell in love. I do not regret one second of being with Silva Back and I love every single day I have with him. But...I DO regret hurting someone I loved...still love...and had no right to harm. And most of u, loved being in the middle of the drama. And U make ME sick!! Feel free to delete me...Idc ...thanks for feeding ur sick asses off our pain! Oh and I meant to add, Alyssa did not say anything against others either, and I TOTALLY get that anything said against me was said as a best friend/sister, looking out her bff/sister. So no foul there...least u had someones back, which is more than I can say for most of these sick f***s! And no, I dont mean everyone, u know who u are that did this and u ought to be ashamed of urselves. I swear, my sister is the only one who had the balls to say the truth, Nothing against u, and I like Jon, but u DID screw this person and u cannot expect her to be okay with it! Thank God I got someone in my corner who is willing to tell me the brutal truth.
Posted on: Sun, 29 Jun 2014 03:59:21 +0000