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Only a mother knows... I dont like putting my business out there but sometimes it makes you feel better to let others know the God honest truth. When you see me in the street please dont ask me how my son Devin Taylor is doing, because most of the times I really dont know. Ive lied many times to make it seem alright as if I know. Most of the time I am lucky to get even a phone call once or twice a month. When he leaves Detroit and comes down to the Southern area, this family is might get to see him for 15 mins max, usually on the day he is on his way back to Detroit. I have been told that there is a family in Beaufort that he calls every week or almost every week. When he do come to Beaufort he stays at there house, he takes them out and if they have an important event going on in their lives he will fly or drive from Detroit to be with them. It hurt to hear that your son came home to Beaufort and I, either didnt know or we dont see him before he goes back to Detroit. If you were to see his pics on FB, you will see him with many ppl but they are no pics of Me (Sylvia) his mother, Demeka (his sister) or Aaron or Adrian his nephews with him. The day of the Draft I asked him to be with me so we could be together if that call came. Well Devin decided that the other family was more important to be with when he got the call from the Detroit Lions. We have suffered and cry enough from the hurt this young man have put us thought. This is the family that gave him life and everything we had to make sure he had sucess. I gave when I didnt have to make sure he was taken care of. If I wasnt going through this I would not believe that this would have happen to me (us). I have spoken to him quite a few times about how he is treating us, as if we are good enough for him anymore or that we dont matter. I guess when you reach a certain plateau in life the family that put you on their backs and carried you for all of your life isnt that you should care whether they live or die once you dont need them anymore. Ive cried until now I am numb. Ive seen the grands cried with disappointment and Ive watched my daughter try to make excuses for him until now it doesnt matter, if he comes by or not anymore. I am tied and I am ashame and now I am numb from the disappointment I live with from Devin Taylor. The one thing I am sure of in my life is that God will not turn his back on us and he will take care of us. The other family have said that, hes grown (Devin) and this is his life to live. But Ive noticed that his life (Devins) have been with them. I am sorry but I had to get this off my heart because its been a burden to bear. And forgive any typos because I cant see right now to correct them. I will continue to Pray the best him and hopes that life carries him as far he deserves. This family will be alright because I have been doing this too long with no one to help me but the Lord and he have not failed me yet. There comes a time when you have to cut ppl out of your life so that you can live your life without heartache, hurt and pain. Stick a fork in me I am done!!!! Thanks for listening.Sylvia, I was blind sided.
Posted on: Sun, 29 Jun 2014 08:40:10 +0000

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