Onto something .... Maybe thats why I love my jasmine and Ariel - relatable - I had to grow up to fast, take care of things a 15yr old shouldnt even come close to understanding... Sometimes I feel so strange around ppl my age- until recently- I always felt alone in my maturity , making friends with people much older than myself .... Its hard to fit in when u stand out I guess... But my mother was my best friend and in losing her I truly feel I lost a huge part of me - in a strange way I have the freedom to be young again but all Ive ever enjoyed is being the mom as hard as it was- she was what I lived for - its hard to reinvent yourself when u r forced to... I miss her too much lately and how life was ... For all those who have moms and take them for granted - stop- u will regret the times u werent there for dinner or just to hang out... I was and am so lucky to have had her .... I only wish everyone could have a mom like me ... She unknowingly made me strong responsible compassionate and understanding ... Not a day goes by I wish for you- you are always on my mind and in my heart - and u did accomplish so much in your life...you created to heros to carry on ur legacy ... The only thing id wish to change is having you here still - I need you so much right now...until we meet again to tear up the heavens - my little white butterfly is always here and I know its you mom... Thank you for the daily reminder that ur not gone ur just not here... Much love
Posted on: Sat, 13 Sep 2014 17:22:10 +0000