Opus: Part 2- I must be dreaming. If this is only in my mind, I pray to awaken. What fervent poison flows throughout my veins? What awful concoction invades my body encouraging such tortured hallucinations? Starved myself of nothing but Spirits in the last 24 hours yet I cannot break free of this warped reality brought about of your poison. Ive forgiven you since before the inquisition; before such betrayal. Lyrics take on [of themselves] different meanings. Still blinded from your light, your luminescence has taken on that of the depths of the oceans. I belonged to you, down to my soul, the fiber of my being. All I wanted was your happiness, and I could not bring upon your life your happiness no matter how hard I tried. No matter my advice or actions; sitting here watching my world as it divides. Again, I say it as if it were yesterday, I will never be what it is that you desire until the night that claims your life. As I am one acquainted with the night, I shall [watch] in silence, wish nothing but warmth of your damp death. Blame it on me? Set your guilt free. Lacrimosa, my life. With this, my path has ended. I cannot replace what I have lost, but I feel (somewhere deep inside) that this is the path in which the Goddess has chosen for me- this very moment in my life I cannot change who I am or the deceptive snake in which you have allowed yourself to become in this short life, and I will not allow myself to waste another breath or tear because my kindness was not enough. Set your guilt free. As I sit here, pouring my crimson regret, I have decided that it was not all for nigh. Personal lessons [of my own] were learned. I pray you forget me. I do not wish to lose this feeling of remorse. I only pray to become ignorant of your existence, but I thank you [from the bottom of my heart] for the lesson learned on your behalf. I have made many wrong decisions in my life. Friendship towards you being one of them. The suicide of that friendship [of which is completely on your part] being one of them. So, as for now- Lacrimosa Noctem- is a fairy tale. Fairy tales are for children, and [unlike you] I grew up MANY moons ago. I feel nothing but pity for your soul. I fear for you, your next incarnation. If caring too much is my downfall, dont for one minute get it twisted. All is forgiven, but never forgotten. Ill carry it all with me for many years to come, knowing I made the right choice. As I walk through this life, hand in hand with my Love, Carpe Diem. Blessed be.
Posted on: Tue, 19 Aug 2014 02:00:57 +0000
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