Our thoughts and prayers will be with Tanisha!!and we will always be here to see Justice prevail for Travis!!! Thanks for all the photos you have shared with us!!! We are so sorry about your friend!!Take care, Melissa&Carolyn! Im sad to announce but its much needed and my Counslor/ Therapist told me to do this along time ago and I explained I had to wait till my brother bday event was over for this year, but Im leaving Facebook ! Tomorrow will be my last day and Im gonna start my August off fresh and try to spend some family and close friend time before this traumatic trial starts back up In September . I wont be back on Facebook until after this trial is over. I am so grateful for all the love and support I have personally been given and I know rather Im on FB or not most of you will to continue to show love and continue to support my family and continue to love Travis. I have been the one in our family that has been very public and I guess you can say the face of everything and though I am blessed to gain so many friendships and been blessed to be the one to make sure Travis name is not forgotten , I have come to a point of being overwhelmed and stressed , I do my best to thank everyone to try to reply to everyone to try to make everyone happy and in doing so have brought on lots of stress and had to deal with lots of drama and I can no longer deal with it all. And with the trial coming up again soon I can see now my FB is gonna blow up 100 times what it is now and if Im stressed now Im gonna go over then edge then. So I hope yall can understand that I must do this for my own sanity . There is only one of me and so many kind and not so kind people who want my attention and Im wore down. My breaking point was recently when I got word my close friend who I loved so much passes away with cancer , I was so shocked and wondered why she didnt tell me? I then went to my FB messages and typed her name in and all of her messages to me were there my heart sank to the floor when I read several messages from her and had no idea they were there. She told me she lost her contacts and lost my phone number and she wanted to tell me something important , well I never seen that message, then she messaged me she had no other way except for FB to get ahold of me, she then said she just got told she was real sick and had cancer and had only 3 months to live and she wanted to hangout at least once, 4 months later she message me she was still here and wanted to get together ASAP that she loved me and my sister Sam and wanted to see us, she continued to message me on every holiday to wish me a get Mothers Day, Christmas , Easter, and bday, thanksgiving, shed message me about how she had so many great memories of Travis and that she knew Travis would be so proud of me keeping his legacy alive. Well the point of all this is I NEVER seen any of her messages, I never replyed to my friend who was living the last months of her life. I never got to hangout with her because she wanted to hangout and I didnt even get to go to her funeral because it was the day before Travis bday event. I am however grateful for the gospel and my testimony that I know I will get that opportunity to see my friend again in the eternities . But I never seen her messages and Im sure never seen most of my close friends messages because my messages and FB is flooded with so many wonderful people trying to give love and support and some who just flood me with drama but my point is I have lost touch with my friends , my family, my life, because I try to do my best to give my attention back to so many , and in doing so have missed so many opportunity to continue giving my close friends the love I use to give them. This mishap as really been a eye opener to what my close friends and family , my therapist have been telling me all along that I cant consume my life with all this extra stuff, that I am a real person full of love, a real person dealing with all this, I am only one person , and this one person needs her life back. I will forever will be extremely grateful for all the friendships Ive gotten from this trial but I need to focus on my sanity and my life. I will be coming back to Facebook after trial but I will be deleting all my FB friends, everyone of my friends and family will be deleted and I then can request back my family and close friends ,one by one who I had pre trial and a very small few I have become really close with. I know the people who really love and respect my health will understand that they can still show love and respect to me , my family , and Travis, rather were FB friends or not. Remember this I will always be grateful for all who have just shown love and expect nothing in return , I will remember you , I will remember all you did for me, my family , and Travis and didnt expect to be recognized but just did something for us because you were kind and wanted to doing something kind without even expecting a thanks. But I hope these certain people that did that KNOW this ,YOU are the ones who I am most grateful for , you never expected a thing , you gave because you wanted to give , and didnt care what happen with what you gave but it made your heart swell with love and integrity because you did that, rather it been a gift, a card, a letter, money , a donation , you did it out of love and I will tell you we felt the Love! I can honestly say I Love you! You are the people who remind me of Travis , he did so much for others, he helped so many, he gave so much to others , and he shown so much love from others , and he expected nothing in return , he just want people to know they were cared about and loved , and that is one of the many things that I admired so much about Travis , he never expected nothing in return, what a great way to be. I will miss so many of you but I know yall understand why I must do this. You are all blessings and I know you will continue to share your love with others. Tomorrow is my last day but I will never forget you and the love you shared with me And please yall do this for me keep Travis legacy of love alive ! Please continue to stand by us as we seek the ultimate Justice for Travis Alexander!
Posted on: Thu, 31 Jul 2014 19:16:29 +0000
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