PLEASE listen to me , i beg of you !! DO NOT WATCH this video , UNLESS YOU HAVE SOMEONE with YOU by YOUR SIDE !!! I can barely type this now ..... for the tears streaming as singular slices of death for each millionth of a millionth of each moment , in which my daughter was too , as in this video ..... without breath , with life leaving her darkening mortal coil as it was leaving me , at her DeathBIRTH ....at Great Beginnings at Malden Hospital on August of 1993 . From my eyes that have wrecked me for the remainder of this day . I shall endeavour to return later on ..... so that those who would be curious as to my reason for making this statement . I am failimg to see clearly now , i am shaking so ..... for when my child was being birthed , she was pushed back into her mothers womb twice , so to re-position her as SHE was being strangulated by the connection to her mother . Finally , after18 hours of labor , and over 2 1/2 hours of active physical DURESS ..... for SHE & her VALIENTLY COURAGEOUS procreator , HER most NOBLE and INCREDIBLY BRAVE warrioress MOTHER ..... did the two midwives have but little option left but to finally c u t HER MOTHER , WITHOUT anaesthesia . These two resolute midwives had to forcibly extricate my daughter from HER MOTHER ....... because the EXTREME oxygen deprivation had turned my DYING CHILD to a purplish and maroon coloration , and within thise few eternities HER lifeless limp body had turned completely BLACK in flesh tone . Nurse Lisa , and Doctor Ong were striving to resuscitate Brianna with both of the midwives at their side ...... to no avail . I was there by my partner , yet as she had lost so much blood during the birthing of our child ..... her iron count which was already at severe anemic levels , from 28 ppm to 23ppm at birth , to 21 after our child was taken from her . Finally , after begging for one of them to return , both midwives attended to Christina Marie ..... to allow me to go to my daughters side . I looked into their eyes and i can recall even after twenty one years , what i saw .... the doctor had a countenance of sorrow and consternation bith for all his craftv, he could not revive my child ..... and that young nurse doctor with a souls aura of pure beauty , Lisa had tears streaming down her cheek ...... my spirit cried for her , but as i leaned over to hold my daughter in my arms , i wrapped myself around her body which had no breath within it left , and then i sang to her ..... ...... her song , which i would sing to her as i lay upon her mothers chest , over all of those ten lunar cycles of her gestation ...... and she heard HER SONG !! Hush now baby , dont you cry ..... your mommy & daddy are by your side ! You need not worry , you need not fear ..... your mommy and daddy , are always here !!! BRIANNA MARIE LIVES this day 21 years onward !
Posted on: Sat, 03 Jan 2015 19:28:53 +0000
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