|| {|[PUTTING OUT THE NEGATIVE FIRE]|} ||#} =====================================||#} ||#} Jesse James Jenkinson, ||#} still the proud father of ||#} Katrina Dawn Anna Jenkinson-Willemsen ||#} I will always miss you, ||#} wrote this for you sweetheart, ||#} and everyone else, ||#} for a good start. ||#} =====================================||#} Started writing, Friday, November 7th, 2014. ||#} Always written at night, ||#} only chance to write. ||#} Stopped, Wednesday, December 3rd, 2014. ||#} =====================================||#} Ill start this slowly, This is everything Ive written, from end to beginning. So Im about to write a little book, to take a look, back at a tragedy, That takes my mind on a wind. How could this have happened? Well, I cannot fully tell you that, In fact, have no clue, Who, could do such a terrible thing? plus ignore all my rings. Im pondering while Im wondering and smelling not dwelling over this. Im am now true to my soul, and even tho I know, that negativity will always continue to pull, but it will never again push me over. I know that our little angels would want us all to be happy and not all sappy. You want to know more about me? You see, I am just another bee mystery in our history. Im the flame to the fire, a heart for you to desire. See me be kind to thee, My prime goal, to give away the food in bowl. Too much energy to be in one soul. Rhyme, mind. Please, no need to tell me Im too kind some times. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ In a crowd, if in any way, +++ I may not blend in or copy, what you do. +++ Please, forgive, for I wont be loud, +++ and will never mean to be rude. +++ Just need some time. +++ One of the only things I hate, Is talking about myself, but Always, When Im out, I cry in laughter. Where is the link? Sometimes, When Im in alone, I cry in anger. No sleep. too deep in thought Feels like Im climbing up a mountain too steep to possibly keep going I fought to try All I did was cry I look up at the sky, Should I be shy with my pride, why? would I hide that fact It is still in tact as a matter of fact Never think Im smart, I just over think. Dont want to say much, so it wont be misunderstood. -+ Enough about me, less sorry. Lets get this story straight. I owe you. I give you my body, what can I do? I give you my word. If you dont want listen, you not be heard. Wont complain anymore, +++ shall sit here and wait. +++ Just need to get some things +++ off of this mind, +++ to be kind. +++ Let our minds unwind. +++ Would you like to doubt the truth? +++ Do you want to follow suit? +++ You didnt get a chance to lay you hand? +++ I understand, +++ Would you like a hand? +++ will you play again? +++ Can you find what you want, +++ With the cards youve been given? +++ I chose to give my deck away, +++ Long ago. +++ For I do not need nor would like any credit. +++ That is not my goal, +++ I am free to my soul++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Remember, not to forget, Mother Earth, ladies go first. As a man, will be patient, and sit in my seat. In this world? Neat! way to be! Welcome! Welcome! One and all! Small and big, Old and new Too big, for you, she, he or me. Earth is the birth. You were born here too. Werent you? All too strong to fall. My grace is sufficient for us for the power that dwells inside, is made perfect in weakness. Trying is enough, no need for as much crying. Mean to grieve, why leave? Please, look, listen to your messages. Can not see in front of thee, so sometimes we flee. Love the darkness but stay in the light. Your all too bright to seep a stripe of black on your white. Would be great to forget about hate. With all my might, wish to only hear something disgusting and dirty pushing.. thirty Pray people would only think or say them, but not do nor see. One cannot make that undone. Mon, Tue, Wed, Thurs,Fri, Sat, Sun. Day, the skies change grey, my blood turns blue, nothing one could do. Nancy negativity, takes it away.. Past, yesterday, future, tomorrow then before today, binding and winding, going crazy!? No, something extremely, shocking. Now, find it hard talking, sometimes even walking, but not feeling so lazy. Beyond bad, that makes one mad, more than sad. Sleep is too steep to keep. Taking a mind too far to say. The ground forms to red. This changes the day. Becomes black and white, from bed, she said. Seen it past the shed. This is quite the sight, Why are we all so complicated, but not so constipated? Forgot to mention, my good friend, Forgetful Jack James het field Fred. fight to think, Some call me mud, bud, or which ever you wish. Family calls me spuds.. never understood why.. maybe its because Im a shy kind of guy? Is this really day or night? Feeling mellow but yellow and pale, checked the mail, no detail on any panic, or on being frantic. In here, feeling like this, shaking like I am colder than the Atlantic. Stay clear or steer near, of the black hole in the road ahead. Find the light instead. Thou shall not judge tho Or you to will be judged Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For those who ask will receive; do not give the dogs what is sacred; do not throw your pearls to pigs for they may trample them under their feet and then turn and tear you into pieces. So in everything, and I quote, Do to others what you would have them do to you, for this sums up the Law and the Prophets. How do you release your Nancy negativity vibes? My mind hurts, because of the clever, but dark, loud like a dogs bark, leather tether, but light as a feather, attached to our shirts. Everyone maps their own chart, guided by the heart Thought I already gave the keys, for the door before Heres a spare to show I care, not just in here, but in there. May I, may I, may I.. Take your hand? Will we let the desire that burns like fire, The pride that dwells inside be put out To a warmer place, That we face. May we, may we, may we.. Be more free? Lets put the bold out in the cold We must not thrill the chill Although not denied to be inside Create the past to the present in a Unique way let us not dwell before we tell. Should, for good, never again be Misunderstood. I would make good memories. The time is now, to be more aware of people that dont care But how? To be fair, Im not judging what they do or say, I just dont want to see or hear about any other soul being hurt in any way, any day. How about we all vote on a poll Where we are more alert of negativity. This needs to be analyzed, in my eyes. Please never ever cut the pie larger for anyone. Is this what you call fun? I beg you, to not waste your energy on everything thats said and done Putting people down or fearing what people think about you will never determine what you do, or go through. We all dare to care and are misunderstood from time to time, should I, could I say? while I find a way to stay in rhyme. Try to focus your skills on carving positivity that is starving for more love. Without taking it, learn how to wear someone elses glove. Make your own bed my friend until the end But never pretend you dont care. Deep down we know you do Time will be your worst enemy Never put your problems on hold Remember sometimes this world can be cold, Im told. Let mould and then fold This warm blanket of love and cover us all And please never forget that saying love you, and Im here for you, Never gets old. Bend, flex. No need to say sorry I see both sides of the story Through these readings you will see my flaws So please correct me, What are our laws? Truth hurts but it wont harm you. Finally, and kindly, I will admit, that I AM in pain, Inside my brain. Took an full hour to shower With my hands on my head, Instead Standing here in vain Ill put my foot in your sock. If I want to talk, I live in silence But still writing and fighting, Standing proud and LOUD against violence. Im wondering, Do you feel this too? My angel belonged to everyone. As I am everyones son Does this apply to you? When will this seem to end? My friend, I commend the pain apon myself And will continue to put the rest on the shelf Does everyone want to put everything in the past? Not so fast, Im not sure if you know the cast. Just this day It came to me that things wont end Peace, love and passion Will overcome Their Hospitality Our spirits dont know how to control our stress Only our success How we clear it inside When we set our problems aside Not just this day We will all be okay Let us not live our lives Lying while we lay lie Be careful with your backbone, It means more than you think. Dont forget you can pick up a the phone when your alone. Try not to let what you think Sink and go down the kitchen sink Try not to put what you want to hold on to on hold Try not to get into a not Our tears heal our fears Be careful sometimes because its okay When it gets rough, that its too tuff to play tough Please dont mind my ignore-rance I cant stand to see you in pain. Its time to try to understand our brain Im not an educated man I understand. I never wanted a band, I just jammed. So us let band together and stand Proud, loud and above the clouds. Ive been writing a lot, to keep my thoughts on spot. No sleep, For ones thoughts this deep The time is now, to be more aware of people that dont care But how? To be fair, Im not judging what they do or say, I just dont want to see or hear about any other soul being hurt in any way, any day. How about we all vote on a poll Where we are more alert of negativity. This needs to be analyzed, in my eyes. Please never ever cut the pie larger for anyone. Is this what you call fun? I beg you, to not waste your energy on everything thats said and done Putting people down or fearing what people think about you will never determine what you do, or go through. We all dare to care and are misunderstood from time to time, should I, could I say? while I find a way to stay in rhyme. Try to focus your skills on carving positivity that is starving for more love. Without taking it, learn how to wear someone elses glove. Make your own bed my friend until the end But never pretend you dont care. Deep down we know you do Time will be your worst enemy Never put your problems on hold Remember sometimes this world can be cold, Im told. Let mould and then fold This warm blanket of love and cover us all And please never forget that saying love you, and Im here for you, Is a good start and it finds its way to the heart. Free of charge, please dont tell me I cant let you all see the fee. Have you met forgetful Fred? Do you make rhymes on matters of these kinds? These writings keep me running, safely. When the light dims, control your limbs. When people dont get enough attention, why would they care to get into trouble? Communication is for our safety. When we cant talk, theres no where to walk. Time, isnt that the enemy? She said, he said.
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