Part 6. :) -Jessy♥ I lay down on my bed, crumpled like fetus with blanket covering my whole body. After making up scenarios on my head, I decided to fall asleep but then I heard my door opened. That could be my mum or Gemma, I pretended I was asleep, so they would stop talking shit about my relationship with Lou. Harry. I dont know if youre awake or not but either way I want to say sorry for what I said that was my mum, she sat on my bed and lean her head to my head. Instead of facing her, I decided to pretend asleep and listen to her as a mother, I want a safety for my child. Its okay to take care of Louis but youre taking it too far. I didnt meant to slap you by the words Ive thrown to you. I just want you to realize whats wrong and what is right. You are getting mature and I understand that but sometimes listening to the people around you would help you to recover and make all the things easy. You believe Louis will wake up right? So why do you need to spend your time to the guy whos sleeping if you can spend your time to him when hes awake. If you could only see how much you changed a lot, Louis will never recognize you. You look pale hun. You forgot to take care of yourself because youre busy taking care of other. You even forgot you have family and best friend, you forgot your studies. Do you ever think what would Louis say if he woke up and heard what have you done to yourself, to your family, friends and studies? He would get mad. Isnt he? Do you like that? Harry as soon as possible, I want you to take care of yourself please. If you did that and Louis will wake up soon, believe me hun we will allow you to leave with him and get married. Please, I love you son. Goodnight she kissed my head and she walked out of my room. That was long but sweet and full of lesson. Now I know why, what should I do? Or how should I start? Do I need to ask for help? But seriously I dont know how do I look now. Yes, we have mirror and Ive never forget to look myself on that but I dont see any problem except to the huge black bags under my eyes, a growing beard, pimples and skinny face. Oh... We will allow you to leave with him and get married you dont know how happy I was when I heard those words from her. Im excited than the kid who will get a robot on his birthday. I have to start fixing myself again and leave normal but of course I will still visit Louis but not like how I visit him before. Goodmorning mum! Goodmorning Gemma! I greeted as I entered our kitchen. I know they would get curious because I shove my beard, I look clean and fresh. Gemma furrowed uh? Goodmorning Harry I leaned to her and kissed her cheek. Hi hun, goodmorning! How was your sleep? Feeling good? That was my mum. She was preparing our breakfast, I leaned to her also and kissed her cheek. Fine.. Yup! Lemme help you No thanks hun. Just sit there. I can do this she said. I want to cry because I feel like they are so cold to me. To clean up everything, I hugged my mum from the back, I rest my chin to her shoulder Mum, Im so sorry! Please forgive me. Harry Styles is back! Im so sorry mum, I love you. And I love you too Gemma and Im sorry I looked to Gemma still hugging my mum. She stood up from her seat and came over to us, she hugged us. Thank you Harry. Now you have to say sorry to your best friend that was my mum I heard you and Sarah yesterday. You need to apologize to her What? You and Sarah faught? Gemma asked. Uh? Yeah. I didnt meant it. I was being a twat yesterday and I feel horrible for treating her like shit I mutter. Gemma sighed Okay Harry. You better go to her RIGHT NOW! Ive heard shes going to U.S and today is her flight What?! Why I didnt know that?! Why she didnt tell me?! I was so surprised. I dont know! You better go to her place now! Or else you will never see her again Gemma shouted. I nodded. Sarah! Sarah! I was shouting outside their house while banging their door. Harry, what are you doing here? That was her mum. Uh? Where is Sarah?! Is she still here?! Sarah. Harry is here! Her mum let me in and I sat on the couch Just wait here. Shes still packing her bags. She said as she walked away from me and went to kitchen. Sarah I mouthed. She was walking downstairs carrying her bags What are you doing here?! Go home! Go to your boyfriend She said sternly. I have no words to say, so I just hugged her and I cried. Im sorry! Im sorry. Forgive me. Why you didnt tell me youre going to leave?! Why are you going to U.S?! Please. Im sorry! She loosen herself from me and she dropped all her things Why I didnt tell you? Because youre too busy talking about your boyfriend. Youre not even give me a time to speak up. Remember when we went outside and walked around? I was about to tell you this but you sent me home. Why am I going to US? Because you forgot it what? What forgot? I frowned see? Remember when I past the exam and youre so happy? And I said my father want me to go in US with him? And you said GREAT? I was so surprised because its okay to you! But then I realized, were talking about your relationship with Louis! And whenever hes the topic, you forgot EVERYTHING! She shouted. I cant believe I forgot everything, I forgot that she told me she was going to leave. Whats wrong with me? I sobbed more Please Im sorry Sarah I bow my head and I covered my face of my hand. Im not doing this because I want her pity, Im doing this because shes my bestfriend and I want her to forgive me before she leave. I need to go! Mum! Lets go she called her mum. Sarah went outside along with her mum. Sarah rode on their car first, and her mum looked at me sadly Im sorry Harry she mutter as she entered in the car and drove off. I still couldnt imagine that I lost my best friend because of Louis. I thought she understand me? How long Ive been stupid to make all these things happen? Im not saying loving Louis is a stupid thing, I mean what I have done? I know I am such a dork and really annoying these past few days or months but believe it or not, I regret whatever I did. As of now, Im hoping Sarah will still forgive me anytime. What heppened? Gemma asked. She left me I mumble, my eyes swollen and I feel like no more tears coming out from my eyes. I sat down next to Gemma and she hugged me Shsh.. Dont cry. We still here for you! Everything will be alright, not today but soon. She said trying to comfort me. I hope so. Im scared that she will never come back like Louis I didnt want to said it but that was the first thing popped on my head What? Dont say that Harry! They will both come ba- I interrupted her Gemma, on his condition now, we are not sure if he will still wake up plus if he wakes up there is a possiblity that he will get an amnesia and he will never recognize me! And then now my best friend left me without her forgiveness. Why everybody is taking away from me?! Im so tired I hiss. I cry more although theres no tears coming out from my eyes. Shsh. Like what I said were still here! Dont give up please? On that moment Gemma cried, I cant do anything so I just hugged her more tighter. Its been 5 months since Sarah left me, but guess what? She forgave me through facebook, everynight we skype and talk about her studies and hows US. Everything between me and Sarah is okay, and she also admitted she has a fault. And Im glad she never scold me when I talk about Louis.
Posted on: Fri, 08 Nov 2013 09:33:34 +0000
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