People often reflect on the previous year New Years Day. Today Im reflecting on the last three years. Three and a half years ago I was at the prime of my life socially, financially, physically, and mentally/ emotionally. I had just hit the five year mark with my job at that time, I was living with a great roommate and his fiance, and with the help of Dr. Loland and medication I had achieved psychological and emotional stability. Life was great! Then I made one vital mistake...I became complacent. Once I hit that amazing peak of peace and stability in my life I failed to continue efforts to maintain it thinking that the only place left to go was up. God was I ever wrong! In my complacency darkness and nothingness crept in and during the last six months of 2011 I lost it all (except my amazing friends)! The last three years have been one setback after another. Personifying my emotions and life events into a context that helps motivate me I look at the map of my life like a World War II map when the Axis Powers dominated the globe. Just like the Axis Powers in World War II my own personal darkness now dominates almost every aspect of my life, and the few remaining free and positive aspects of my life are hanging on by a thread. This is the year I turn the tide of my war and take back my future! To paraphrase the song My songs know what I did in the dark and now its time to fight against the darkness, nothingness, and hopelessness and Lightem up, up, up...Im on fire!!! https://youtube/watch?v=JQ0lE7e3yfk
Posted on: Thu, 01 Jan 2015 16:34:36 +0000
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