People often wonder why I give you so much of me. Look into my eyes and say what is this guy thinking? Why does he humiliate himself and say what he says. And I sometimes sit there and go a little crazy…. You test me with little test to see who I truly am. Do I love you or just want to go wham. And I sometimes try to jump into your shoes and think. But as far as I know I’d turn my back on me and not blink. So even before the fighting before the drama. I was treating you way worse than this trust me. People don’t know how much I hurt her and don’t know what I did. So don’t judge her if she seems a little crazy, or dizzy. If the guy you looked up to and loved told you to scram. How would you take it if it was then and now. So don’t judge her behind her back, or say damn. Judge me, and say what is he thinking, he should be crying. Instead of singing. But this girls composure is pure, a lot of girls aren’t as good as her. So you heard it from the horses mouth on this one. Let her be, don’t judge her or just listen. She has every right to be the way she is, and I’m gifting. Her my heart, with a little bow. Cause she did the same and I threw it in the ocean. And if she does the same I can say even. Now let’s look into each others eyes for a very long time. I’m sorry I truly am, not because of where were both at. I don’t care about that, but I didn’t know you cared. You’re good at hiding that, most of the time you’re very…. Conjectured when you speak, but when of me. I feel a passion that I have always sought. So when I say I love you know I mean it earnestly. I just wish you weren’t so good at hiding that love for me. Maybe I would have seen it earlier and not have thrown it. But all I can do is give you my heart and say here throw it. And then watch you throw and crumble to my knees. And say yes, you are worth it please. Now that we are even I know how it feels. You can break my heart a thousand times. After what I did I deserve it over time. So if anyone is to be judged it is me. If anyone is to be called silly it is me. If anyone is to be hurt let it be me. Let her be let her feel my love and let her loose. All I can do is say I’m sorry and try. And it’s not just your beauty but everything else. How my love makes you act and feel. How everything seems to peel. And you can judge me and frown your face. But remember my face is forever saddened. And I love you so much I didnt mind being sad for this long. And until you forgive me, I’ll always. Write long…
Posted on: Thu, 12 Sep 2013 04:45:38 +0000
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