People think that i am mad, or angry, but im not.. i have extremely severe depression that leads to thoughts of suicide in order to escape the sadness, and that makes me *frustrated. its not like i am mad at any one.. so i think about the people of the world and i start thinking about how there are just way worse problems than what i have, and That makes me even More sad... its a cycle.. and i know i cant help them.. there are so many... this world is a sad out of balance, and full of suffering.... Tons of people ignore major issues, probly because their ego is comfortable where they are at and they dont want to change anything. people argue and fight and do not have patience.. likely because they feel they are not being understood, so they want the other party to hear where they are coming from.. im tired of people falling for all the politricks... im sick of the wars and deceit and the giant corporations ruining all of our lives.... i am really ashamed for these organized religions, because that makes people fight too.... i just wish the world have more Love and Peace in it... is that really so bad? i dont think it is... i have not seen my child for most of the past 3 years, and that really makes me sad most of all... its difficult to get where i need to be. i work on projects that i think will benefit a lot of people, but then my plans dont work out on th i dont need sympathy , and this aint some cry for help... im just trying to give some insight into my self, so maybe people will understand me a little more... please dont tell me how to be... i have thought of pretty much everything. if you were me, you probly feel the same... its all relative, you see... ANYWAY... Thanks to all my friends, i cant even imaging how they can put up with me at all.. its pretty amazing. i can only hope i dont let them down. you really cant imaging how much i Love Every One... even strangers... kids, animals, plants, the earth -that is here for us to enjoy this part of existence.... i hope this world can get healed up soon... be kind to each other yo! PLEASE.. thank you.. Peace and God Bless... 1
Posted on: Wed, 15 Oct 2014 02:18:56 +0000
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