Permission to speak freely for a moment?... Oh wait... thats right, I need no ones permission to speak freely do I? And yes this is going to be long... dont like it? Feel free to move along. It is astounding to me how some of the people that are the closest to me, that have seen the transformation I have endured throughout the years and have seen the betterment I have been trying to make... fail to truly respect me, my wishes and my beliefs when being a part of my immediate life. You would think these people, being closest to me and knowing me the most, would realize that I do not mesh well with constant drama, negativity or anything of relative darkness and you would think they would maybe try to not bring it to me or around me. I have done my share of partaking in pure darkness and I have no desire for those kinds of things anymore... I am sorry... I cannot do it. Maybe that means I am weak... I do not particularly care anymore however if that is so. In my eyes the only thing that makes me weak is when people close to me constantly break themselves down in front of me and treat themselves poorly by always dwelling in so many lower vibrations. In turn, me supposedly being an Empath of sorts, as it has been fairly recently pointed out to me by some others, I feed off the these vibrations and it then starts to negatively effect my spirit, energy and mind. That then distracts me from my path and my personal mission I have set for myself. Is it weak or wrong of me to want people to see optimism in all things regardless of whatever chaos may be present at the time? When these things happen around me I sometimes feel like I am insane for trying to see things in positive light as often as possible no matter what is going on. I however keep reminding myself that I need to stick true to what it is that my heart and spirit keep driving me towards. I am not going to allow anyones negativity to dampen my enjoyment of existence anymore. Dont like it? You know where the proverbial door is. I see beauty in life... if you individuals choose to dwell in constant steady darkness and negative bullshit all the time... please respect me enough to spare me of it. I can no longer try to help anyone see Light who do not want to help themselves even get somewhat near it. I respect that some of you are on your own paths as well and that you may be currently traveling through some darkness... but unless you want to make an effort to rise above it, you will continue to just cause yourself inner and outer suffering. I cannot be pulled down into that abyss... I apologize. I am incapable of maintaining exposure to these vibrations any longer. I hope those who think this applies to them can maybe one day try to see things in a brighter, healthier and more constructive perspective that will make for the betterment of themselves and all that surrounds them. IT IS TIME TO EVOLVE. We cannot have hatred to those who have oppressed us. Anger arises and this is based in fear. Instead we must dig deep into our hearts and try to find forgiveness. Within every being no matter how seemingly dark, there is Light.
Posted on: Tue, 20 May 2014 15:39:35 +0000
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